livin' in cali • mikey barone

Chapter Nine

*Liv's P.O.V*
I lay there. Still not awake from this deep haunting coma that had taken over my body for so long. I was waiting for the kick, the boost to tell me it's time to either give up or wake up. I wanted it to be the kick to make me wake up. But I had a slight feeling the power of the coma and the weekness of my brain was just too much or too little for me to fight it. I never in my life ever thought to myself what it would be like to be in a coma. And now I'm in one, I hate it. Thoughts just swivel around your head. Different people speaking and you want to communicate and respond back but you can't. The conscience that runs through your mind 24/7 trying to tell you the right from the wrong and the wrong from the right. Your fighting for you life. For the hapiness of others around you. The pressure is unreal. It's like climbing a mountain and trying to reach the top. If you get there, everyone's happy. If you don't, disaster...

*Mikey's P.O.V*
I watched her lay there. I knew she was trying to speak. I could tell. I could tell she was thinking about things but couldn't tell us or show us what. Which hurt. More to the fact knowing it was my fault. There's not been one night since the accident where I don't think about it. Or her. Or anything. I hated being alone in the hospital without no one to talk to. Rory walked through the doors and god I was glad to see him. "Mikey bro." He sighed looking at me. I looked back and back at Liv. "She was beautiful. I was so glad I spoke to her and finally got to meet her. I was gonna make her mine you know *holds her hand gently* don't ask me when or how because I dunno *laughs* but I just know I really wanted her to be my girlfriend st some point. I hate myself for this. If she never wakes up or csnt walk she'll hate me too and I can't live with that or the fact it's all my fault. I just need her to wake up" I moved my hands away and cried. Rory holds me and sighs.

*liv's P.O.V*
Mikey? Mikey Mikey OMG Mikey was here?! I heard every word of every sentence and I just I need him. I need him to see I'm okay that I'm doig fine! I twitched my hand slightly. Come on Liv. At that it twitched again. But it wasn't good enough. I wasn't waking up. Every sniff I heard and every tear I felt touch my skin made me fight harder and harder.

As I tried opening my eyes, I then heard Rory shout 'Mikey omg look'. Wait was I doing it? Was I alive? What was happening?

Everything was blurry to start with. I just saw Rory and Mikey shot up. My vision slowly got clearer and all I could manage to say was 'M-Mikey'. A smile appeared on his face but more tears formed. No no n oong no. I didn't want him to cry. I didn't want him to blame himself for all of this. I tried sitting up but they both stopped me. "Liv no stay down please." Mikey said sighing and stroking my hair. "Then don't blame yourself." I said looking back.

*Derek's P.O.V*
We heard Liv had woken up about an hour ago. Obviously I wanted to run down to the hospital straight away but Sophie said it was best to give her an hour to adjust and become more stable. So that's what we did. As I walked into the room the atmosphere was way better. Everyone was smiling and my beautiful sisters eyes were shining. Open, not closed. Her hands were moving, not staying still. Her smile was big, not frowning. This is what I needed to see and I'm seing it.

Suddenly, a nurse came in. All of our heads, Livs eyes, turned and glanced to her. "Hi guys so we ran some tests and things to see if Liv will be able to walk again." She said. Everyone suddenly clutched hands with each other. I was scared. I'm not gonna lie. "A-and?" Liv gulped. "Your not able to walk at the moment. For at least a month maybe 2. However with physio and practice and support you'll be back walking again." She nodded and left the room. We were all happy and smiling apart from Liv. A tear then fell from her cheek as a wheelchair came in and the nurse saying "you'll need this until then."

*Liv's P.O.V*
Too many people. Too many noises. Too much information. Everything was fine. Everything was amazing until the nurse said I couldn't walk. After that the words just went blur. My vision went blur. My brain went blur. I felt back in that coma all over again and it was like I couldn't escape..

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