30 Days Of Bleachmas

Day Nineteen: Character You're Most Like?

This might get a little sad, a little depressing, but it is the full truth either way. You all now pretty much know that it's Rukia Kuchiki, no need to try and guess it. You know it. Anyways, onto the matter at hand.

Rukia as three qualities that you see from the first two arcs:

• She doesn't want to be protected. She wanted to die.

• She didn't tell Ichigo. She didn't want him to die because of her.

• She blamed herself for Kaien's death and Ichigo's misfortune.

Why does that matter? Because that is totally me.

I don't want to be protected. I've been in raised in a home with three younger brothers who are rowdy as heck and want to fight all the time. I had to learn how to defend myself and have fast reflexes when they decided to pull something on me. Because of that, I would rather protect than get protected. I believe that I don't need protection. I don't need anyone to help me.

I don't want to worry others with my mistakes. With my problems. It would only cause them trouble, cause them harm. I don't want to ruin their lifes, I don't want anyone to hurt. I'll take all the hurt, that's fine. It's alright, I'll take the burden. I'll take the pain. I don't want to cause you more trouble than I probably already have.

I blame myself. "Way too much" many say, but I think it's not enough. I blame myself for alot of things, for many things. I like to take the burden of other people and believe it's my fault.

And that's all! Ba-bye!