You're In My Dreams

Surprises Inside

He then turned on the light, I can't move. I don't know why, but I'm so scared. I thought you loved me he asks with hurt in his voice. I do I say quietly, then why he asks flipping Veronica's desk over. I jump in fear, he looks back at me with rage in his eyes. Chloe, we were so happy, or at least I thought we were he says to me. How are you here I thought you would go to someone else I ask him. I told you Chloe, I love you more then I have loved anyone. And plus what we did two weeks ago, I'll never leave you he tells me. What does two weeks ago have to do with now I ask him. You'll know in a week or so he says smirking. How come you're in my dreams again. Why don't you just come and get me now I ask. When you're in your world I can't do anything. Only you really know and can decide if you wanna come back to me. But I never leave you, and you might come back to me soon. Once you find out what's wrong with you he sats confusing me. I love you Ryan, but I can't live in fear of your dad. And I hate feeling controlled by you, I like to be free I say starting to cry. Chloe don't cry he says looking upset. How am I not supposed to, I love you, but then again I hate you. And all you're gonna say is don't cry, and stand there like an asshole. You did this, I can't tell anyone anything because they'll think im crazy. And all you're doing is just putting stress in me with you're stupid mind games. Maybe I'll just go kill myself will that help I yell. I feel my face is soaked with tears. Ryan looks hurt. Oh did I hurt the alien's feelings. Well good because I do- he cut me off my kissing me. He eventually pulled away and pulled me into his chest. Stress isn't good for her I hear him say. Good for who I ask pulling away from his chest. Chloe, you're never this emotional he starts. He was right, I cry but never over small situations like this. So what's your point I ask. You're pregnant he says making my stomach drop. How do you know I ask still in shock. Because I know, that's why I want you to come back. She isn't gonna be a full human. She's gonna be like me to he says. How do you know its a girl I ask him. He doesn't answer instead he continues talking. You're not gonna be able to control her. And birth will be, let's say way more painful with her then a human. Just come back Chloe, he pleads to me. I can't respond. I'm pregnant with an alien, what will people say if I do stay here. They might run tests or kill her, or kill me. It probably would be safer with Ryan. Maybe I should go back. But what if he's lying, but I have had the signs of being pregnant. All these thoughts stressing me more and more out. Chloe calm down I hear Ryan say. How would I go back to your house I ask him. His face lit up with joy. You'd have to go back to the place you last saw me. I'd be there, and I could take you back he said with a smile. Can I at least finish this quarter of school I ask him. His smile fades, but that's so long he whines. No, not really I tell him, but I would miss your birthday he argues. I'll see you only a week later I argue back. He sighs and then says fine, I gotta go he then says. When will I see you again I ask him. A week after your birthday he tells me. What I ask/ yell, sorry he said with a sympathetic smile. Its only a little more than a month away he says trying to reassure me. I sighed, what if people notice I ask knowing I would be throwing up a lot. I guess you'll have to figure that on your own he tells me. I go to respond but he kisse me and I wake up again. But this time Veronica was awake. What time is it I ask her, three thirty pm she responds. I sigh, I have another secret I blurt out. So do I but you first she tells me. I'm, uh, I hesitate, you're what she asks. If I tell her she might not let me go back to Ryan. I then hear the door open and looked to see the person I least expected to see, standing in the door way.