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Tyler's PoV

I woke up drenched in cold sweat, the dream kept coming back. I checked my phone beside my bed, 4:01 it read. School started in a few hours and i felt sick thinking about it, i didn't mind the work but its the people there..they have it out for me.

What if Mason is there tomorrow?? He's going to beat me up again! He was suspended last week and he isn't supposed to be back for another week but what if he gets josh after me?! I can't keep making up excuses for these bruises, mom keeps asking. I don't know why anyone keeps asking anymore, its not like anyone actually cares..who would care about Tyler Joseph? I'd be so gullible to listen to them, they are the gullible ones who believe every 'im okay' every fake laugh or smile and every 'cat scratch' lying is all i know at this point..sometimes my lying is so good even i start to believe it. I wish i was someone else, somewhere else, away from all of this.

I needed to get away. Stop feeling for a while. I dug my sharp nails into the tender skin of my stomach; you deserve this, you deserve much worse. I scratched deeper but not getting the relief i needed. I felt my eyes filling with tears at how pathetic I was. I opened my bedside drawer and took out the blade. Hesitating.
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I Cant do this anymore.
My fingers were blood soaked, my thighs gushing. I sobbed loudly knowing nobody would hear me in the basement. I had to get out. The only way out.

I quickly threw on clothes and grabbed my phone climbing out my tiny window. I ran towards the forest ignoring my injured legs and bloody hands.

I got to the forest and I climbed into the tallest tree. Staring at the moon as i wiped my eyes. I looked down at the ground which was so far away..a fall from this height would surely kill me. Nobody will miss me. Im a goner anyways so whats the point? Should i kill myself? Im weak.
Somebody help me.
I don't want to do this.
I can't.
I want to die.
Don't let me be gone.
GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE. HELP ME.

Tyler

I frantically looked around me. Where was that voice?.
IS ANYBODY OUT THERE.
Im already dead aren't i?
I stood up on the thick branch looking down.
The cold air touched my faces as i took a deep breath.

T Y L E R

I fell.