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Sorry for how bad this chapter is, i wrote it at 5am
Tylers pov

It was finally Saturday, i was told that we were allowed visitors today! I was almost certain my brothers would come or mom.

Today we had no classes but another interesting thing-they were sorting out room mates, i wondered who id be put with. Why would they trust people alone in a room together? Do they have cameras? Maybe its just for people of a 'lower threat' or not a 'danger to ones self or others' i dont know what made my counsellor think this was a good idea.

I made my way down to the hall at 11 o'clock, i only woke up a while ago-we were allowed to sleep in on a Saturday, i liked that. Everyone in my group was in the main hall waiting to get sorted and they were just sitting at some tables talking, maybe I'd try talk to them..what if they don't want to talk to me! Fuck it.

I walked up to the group and they looked up "hey! You excited to get sorted??" Fedora boy asked and i smiled, he was sweet "yeah, kinda nervous" "dude this is just like Hogwarts" mikey said with a grin, everyone agreed, so now i knew two things about these people, they are really gay harry potter fans. Our conversation about our Hogwarts houses was cut short by a man coming up to us, probably sorting us "come this way!" He said with a clearly force smile, wow somebody hates his job.

We walked into a basic room with chairs and a whiteboard and we sat down "ill hand out your letters and they will have your roommate on it and some basic information about them and don't think about swapping letters because we have this on file" i was handed my letter, not surprised by the fact they put me with josh, they observed us and Ive mentioned him in counselling before.
Josh looked at me from across the room, confused looking for some reason.

I looked at the letter, there was information about him here.

Name joshua dun
Triggers: having to perform or have a lot of people looking at them.,alarms.

That was odd, how do i wake up? Ill figure something out.

We left the room and i went to find josh who was sitting in the main hall at a bench alone. I sat down across from him "im sorry its like this" he said before i had a chance to say anything, I didn't understand what he meant "what do you mean??" "Well..you hardly wanted to be in a room with someone who basically tortured you" "josh, im a firm believer in that whole people can change crap but as long as you promise not to hurt me" he gave me a soft smile "i promise" i smiled back "so, is someone coming to visit you soon??" I asked trying to lighten the mood "yeah! My brother is coming, my family usually take it in turns to come" he beamed "thats great!" "Is anyone visiting you??" He asked "yeah! Im sure someone will come" "thats cool" there was a short silence and then he looked at me "why did you look at me really weird earlier, when you got the letter?" He sighed pulling out the letter to show me

Name: Tyler joseph
Triggers: loud doors banging, raised hands, shouting.

Oh. "What??" I asked "at the bottom" he said and i looked down, not realising that this part existed

Cards
Red: 0
Yellow: 0
Grey: 3

"Youre on ED watch??" He asked and i was confused..there was once..twice yesterday..this morning..ohh that's when i got the cards, i sighed "the food is awful here can you blame me for not eating it" he shook his head "you don't know the half of it, i was on ED watch after my first few days too, its like, how can somebody manage to fuck up toast?" We laughed "yeah and do you notice how the chicken always smells like sweat?" I cringed at the though and laughed "i know it's disgusting, why cant we just have taco bell instead?" Josh look at me "i fricking love taco bell!" "its SICK AS FRICK!" "When we get out of here thats where we should go" "i am 100% for that" i laughed, josh was so cool and it made me feel like some dork.
I've found someone who loves taco bell as much as me.

We had just finished putting our stuff in our room and we were going down to the visiting room to wait for our families. As soon as we got down Josh's family was already here. I looked around to see where any of mine was but nobody was in sight..they were probably just late!.

Visiting time was nearly over and nobody was here for me yet, i was starting to think nobody was coming. They wouldn't have forgot about me...would they? I felt tears pricking at my eyes, threatening to spill but i blinked them back. The bell signalling visiting time was over had went off and i felt my heart breaking and i ran to my room.

Joshs pov.
I was just leaving the room when the bell went off and i seen tyler running off looking really upset, I don't think any of his family came...poor guy. I should go see if he's okay.

I gently knocked on the door before going in and he just lay there curled up on his bed "you okay??" I asked sitting on my bed across from his "yeah..fine" "im really sorry nobody came..maybe they just didn't know" i heard a sarcastic laugh from under the blankets "they knew, they just didn't care" i knew how that felt and its the worst feeling ever.