Stay. (Completed!)

Chapter 28: alone.

I walked into my house to see my mom in the kitchen crying. She looked up and saw me as her eyes widened.
She ran and hugged me.

"Where were you!?" She exclaimed as she looked at me with worried eyes.

"Long story mom I don't want to talk about it." I said as I walked to my room. On my way I bumped into Donny.

"Charlie?" He said with wide eyes.

"Donny." I said. Just looking at him, I bursted into tears. He pulled me into my room and hugged me close.

"What happened?!" He said looking at me with worried eyes.

" he died." I said bursting into tears as I cried on his shoulder. He place me sit on my bed as he stood in front of me.

"Cole told me." He said, my eyes widened.

"You know Cole?" I said in a questioning tone.

"Yeah I paid them yesterday since I found out they had you." He said.

"I killed him." I cried he looked at my with sadness in his eyes.

"It's not your fault Charlie." He said.

The vision came back into my mind as I started to scream, Donny held me in place as I screamed louder. My mom ran into the room as Donny tried to calm me down.

"Charlotte!" My mom said.

"Listen to me! Stop doing this to yourself." Donny yelled.

"She's having a panic attack!" Donny said to my mom. My mom ran to get some water as they tried to calm me down. After 30 minutes I finally calmed down I heard a woman in the room talking. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the woman, Donny was standing on the other side of the bed as the woman looked me in the eye.

"Hello" she said as she smiled. I looked at her confused. Who is she? Wait am I dead? If I'm dead then where's Blake?
"I'm your new therapist." She said. I looked at her confused.

"What?" I said looking at Donny.

"I'm here to help you." She smiled.

"I told her everything. Your not in a good situation. You need help." Donny said. He leaned against the wall crossing his arms under his chest. He walked out of the room after a few seconds to let the woman talk to me freely.

"My name is Jen." She smiled.

"Charlotte" I said. She helped me on my forearms as I sat watching her pull out a note book and a blue pen from her bag.

"I want you to write everything that you feel. On this note book. I want you to write something every day, if Blake was here what would you tell him. Don't forget to write the date. I'll sit here as you write. I want you to read it to me when your done." She said smiling. She handed me the pen and note book and waited for me to write.

I started writing.
I wrote the date on the paper on the right corner.

I'm currently sitting on my bed writing this note about how I feel, I honestly have no idea what to write because my emotions are mixed. I don't know what to tell you. They tell me to write what's in my heart but my heart is stolen. It's with you, your gone and I can't have it back, I don't want it back I want to love you till the end. I've read both of your letters and stained them with tears. I miss you too. You told me to not blame myself for what happened. But I can't. I can't forget what happened, I can't help but blame myself. I'm not saying that I don't miss you. If you're thinking this way ,your wrong. I miss you so much that I'm breaking into pieces just thinking about you. You're dead and I'm dying every day and every second knowing i won't be able to hear your voice anymore or see your face inches away from mine...

I stopped writing and looked at the woman. She smiled at me and told me to read it out loud. She smiled and told me that in a few days I'll be better.