Stay. (Completed!)

Chapter 27: second letter.

Dear, Charlie
     I know you must be crying, please don't cry. The more you cry the more it will be hard for both of us. I'm sorry, for everything. I'm sorry for bullying you in high school and for being a jerk to you all the time, I'm sorry that I came to you and dragged you into this, I'm sorry I made these few years like hell for you. Forgive me. I wanted to leave but I couldn't, I wanted to tell you to leave, but seeing you with that other guy made me even madder, I wanted to tell you that I love you ever since day one, but I thought things would go like they are now. I couldn't do any of them. I can't, because I need you, I needed you. I promise you that I'm here. I won't leave.
                                           Blake.

I sat crying. I couldn't help my self. It was getting dark and I was in the middle of no where. I couldn't forget his body being dragged. I started yelling and going out of my mind as the scene played over and over in my head. Knowing that I killed him, killed me even more from the inside I felt my heart actually cracking. I screamed as I hugged my knees and rocked back and forth.

"No, no he's not dead he's alive." I kept whispering to myself. I kept whispering that sentencing, trying to convince myself that what I'm saying is true. I got up and started running back to that hell hole. I needed Blake back he's alive I know it. I ran in as I saw them all standing around a table arguing.

"Where's Blake." I said furious. They all shot there heads up as they looked at me. The dad approached me as he smirked.

"He's dead." He smirked.

"He's your son! How can you act so natural about this."

"Blake is adopted."

"That still means that he's your son."

"All he did was break my rules, with those their are consequences.

"Where's Blake?!"

"He. Is. Dead." He naturally said. "Now leave before you end up in the same place." He continued.

"I'm not leaving without Blake." I simply said standing inches away from his face.

"Well you'll be here for a long time sweetheart because you'll never see him." He walked away. I ran into the halls. They didn't seem to really care. I then got to the hall where they dragged his body in front of me. The vision came back to my mind as I started screaming uncontrollably. I sat as rocked myself back and forth. The vision was stuck as my eyes were locked with his blood that stained the ground. Suddenly I heard footsteps running when everything went black.

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I woke up in a hospital and a nurse that was writing something on a paper.

"What happened?" I asked.

"You had a panic attack" she said.

"When will I be out?" I asked.

"Tomorrow morning." She smiled. I sat but remembered everything from the screaming and the footsteps and the blood that stained the floor. Tears strolled down my face at the thought knowing I can't do anything. I'm useless..

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Next morning.

I woke up as the nurse helped me up she gave me my stuff and I left the hospital. I walked out seeing my town.
Everything was in place.

Except for one....

Blake wasn't here ....