An alpha female? Or a Luna?

Chapter 9 ~ Allan - the twin who stole my heart.

That night I cried to the moon goddess and back, begging for my freedom as well as Leo's. why was I cursed like this? I did nothing wrong towards her, I just don't understand.

I stayed in my bed and eventually fell asleep from the continuous sobs and tears which were uncontrollable.

I woke up to the smell of pancakes, yum! I thought as I started to get out of bed. I had a shower and got downstairs, however I didn't see Dorothy or any of the maids, to my surprise it was Allan, "Allan?" I questioned, confused to why he is here.

"Hey Kalani, your dad left early for pack business and Dorothy went food shopping." He said, his attention fully on the pancakes he was cooking.

I sighed in relief, thank god no one is hurt or in danger, "you do know you can sit down. You know I don't bite, right?" He questioned.

I sat on one of the stools and chuckled at what he said, "now I would have to be stupid to be scared of you. "

He turned around now smirking, "Allan," I asked which got his attention yet again, "where's my Lily?" I questioned.

"Can I ask why she is YOUR lily?" He said in a whisper like tone - although I think that it's just his voice - after all half the time he just sounds like he is trying to be seductive, or it could be the fact that he has this really nice husky tone; anyways a bit off track.

"Lily is my friend, duh!"

"Ok, well if you must know she said something along the lines of, 'I am going to school by myself as you and k need to talk!' And here I am, well I am also making breakfast but all well." He said with a kind smile.

"Why do we need to talk?" I said lifting an eyebrow.

"I don't know I thought you would have the answer the almighty k, the woman that has all the acknowledge. " we both let out a chuckle from his sarcastic comment.

He then put some pancakes in front of me, "eat up!" He said with his kind smile again. He didn't need to ask me twice.

"Why do you think Lily said that?" I asked Allan whilst eating my pancakes.

"Honestly I don't know, maybe you should hurry up eating then we could ask her at school."

I glared at him, I would get him back so badly later on.

After I had finished my breakfast we got into Allan's car as he started to drive off. It was a quite journey to school, however it was a comfortable type of quietness.

We eventually got to school and got out of the car, as soon as I got out of the car I was engulfed in a hug, " hey k, did you enjoy my brothers company." She said with a sly smile, clearly she was up to something.

"Ok lil, what are you up to?" I most probably sounded defeated, but I knew I couldn't get wound up other this, I could hurt her feelings again.

"Nothing!" She said with a grin.

She knew how to tick me off. I know she is my friend but sometimes she can be unbearable, "Lily get to the point, don't try and hide anything from me - your own twin." Allan now decided to join the conversation.

"Well if you must know, I thought it would be cute if you two became a coupl! Just imagine it - you two would be so adorable together! Not to mention you two know each other so well, it was made to be." She smiled.

I smiled at her, at some points she is right but do I want to be a Luna, err of course not.

I turned to Allan who had a shocked expression on his face, why is he so shocked? He then spoke up, "well err, lily I don't think you know this but err, Kalani already found her mate."

Lily looked at me shocked, I completely forgot that I didn't tell lily, but she kept on talking, "I don't care, mate or not you two are meant to be! And don't you two even dare try to deny the chemistry between you two." She pointed between the both of us with her accusing finger.

Allan started to speak again, "well I - I will go out with Kalani, but only if she wants to."

I stared at him in shock, is this really how he feels about me, "is this how you always felt about me?" I questioned.

He nodded, he actually nodded! all those years of friendship and he never told me he liked me? I'm just shocked, why had he not told me?

I stared between the twins, what is it with alphas? I stood there not able to move or speak, I was in a state where I was frozen.

Allan spoke up again, "I know you want to be alpha k, and I can respect that. So we can work around that if you feel like, as long as I don't mark you then I'm sure it would be fine or maybe talk to the council to see what could be done, after all you are an only child." I just smiled at him, he really did acknowledge me.

I would be lying if I said I didn't have feelings for him but I need to be sure, I need to talk with the council! Because I know males can be unpredictable, especially alphas - especially when their females in heat... I need to check however I don't see any harm in being his girlfriend, surely?

"I need to check with the council before anything happens but," I stopped for a moment, holding the tension, "I don't see why I can't be your girlfriend for the mean time, however for now marking or anything like that is not allowed ."

Allan nodded his head and then decided to walk closer towards me, leaning me up against the side of his car and kissed me. I don't know why but deep down I felt guilty, guilty for what, I don't know.

"I am going to take you to the council now." He said still smiling his warm smile as he pecked my lips once again.

I nodded and got back into his car as he closed my door and hopped in the other side. As we drove off we waved goodbye to Lily who was standing in the school carpark with a smug grin on her face.

As we drove to the council building Allan held my hand, squeezing it a bit letting me know that everything was going to be alright.