Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Every Rose Has Its Thorn: Chapter Twleve

"Alright so let me get this straight. You phase into a gigantic wold when ever you want? Not just during a full moon?" I sat on Xzander's couch in his living room. Oh and did I mention we were alone? it was making me nervous by the minute. Xzander took his time explianing everything about the beast he becomes when he gets angry or when he just feels like it. I have to admit this was nothing I expected. Alyssa, Mia and I have gone to see movies together with werewolves in them and all I cant think of is how differant  the real thing is to the movies. It's just so..... weird. 

"Yes, you are correct, but I tell you Rose. I will never hurt you, my Alpha thinks other wise, but I promise I won't hurt you." Where did all that talk about hurt come from? Your could tell he meant it though. His beautiful brown eyes looked at me and begged me to understand. I wanted to understand I really did, but I didn't know what the think. Where was all this coming from?

"I know you won't." I whisper. it didn't come out as strong as I wanted it to though. Xzander took my chin and pulled it up with his hands forcing me to meet his eyes. 

"Rose." It was just my name, but I could still here him begging me to understand. I did understand, but I was scared. This was so extreme for me. My whole life I have always been the good girl. I never get in trouble. I always get god grades, so you can kinda see why this is so differant to me. This was my phys ed teacher that half the time I am making out with half the time! Oh man if my mum ever found out. I would be dead meat. Dead Dead meat. Alyssa and Mia would't care, but surly the whole school would. My perfect reputation would be broken. Did I want that? I always told my friends how much I wish I could get myself just in a bit of trouble, pulling the fire alarm, tripping some one in the hallway. Oh for gods sake not doing my homework! This was my chance. I didn't want to use him though. I knew Xzander was not lying about me being his mate. I felt the pull he was discribing. Why me though? Why would god or whoever assighned the uh, mates assign a 17 year old girl to a 24 year old? Thats just mad! Mad I tell you! Ok so now i'm starting to drive myself crazy. 

"I am going to give it  try." I tell him my voice stronger than before. He looks up surprised at what I just told him. His hand instantly intertwined with min. I looked up into his big brown eyes. His orbs shone with an emotion....happiness? Pride? or was it somthing more....was it love? I probably would never know. All I know is I had to give him a chance. Maybe it will work out in till I am eighteen, maybe, but one wrong move will send my reputation out the window, but right now I didn't care about that. Xzander's lips came down on mine and I was instantly lost.

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