The Winchester Brothers

CHAPTER 4

When we arrived back at Dean's, he was sitting on his bed. He looked at me with a face of relief, and then a look of anger directed at Castiel. Or I guess Cas, cause that's what Dean calls him. Dean started walking over to him.
"Dammit Cas." Dean said just as he stopped in front of him.
"Dean, I-" Cas tried to speak.
"You can't just flash in and out of here whenever you want. Especially with her." He pointed at me. I had so many mixed emotions. I was disappointed because Dean might be hiding a part of his life from me. But I also felt loved and respected because he was standing up for me. I didn't know how to approach the situation with both of these emotions flowing through me.
"I know. It's just better if she knows." I could hear the regret in Cas' voice.
"You think it's better for her to know about all the things that could kill her! All the things that I've been trying to protect her from!"
"Dean-"
"All of the things that, once they know she means something to me, will use her against me! Will use what I feel for her as a weapon to do what they say! You've killed her, Cas! You!" He pushed Cas at the end.
"I'm sorry." Cas was looking at the ground when he said this. Dean's chest would rise and fall with each breath he took as he walked back to his bed. I've never seen him this mad before.

It didn't look like Cas was in any hurry to say something so I decided to speak up. "Dean." I said in a soft voice hoping not to provoke him.
"What." He said in a stern voice. He didn't turn to face me, he just kept looking out the window.
"Cas said something about you being a hunter. And how demons, vampires and stuff like that are real. Is he telling the truth? I mean, it sounds insane but, he also some how managed to teleport me to a forest and back so..." I needed to know. He didn't answer me. He didn't more either. It made me mad that he would not answer me. I deserve to know if my life is in danger. "Dean." I said in a more aggressive tone. He turned to face me. We just stared at each other. He knew that I needed to know. But I could tell that he was struggling to find the words. I repeated myself. "Dea-" I stopped when he started walking over to me.
"You weren't supposed to know."
"Why?"
"Because I know what it's like to live the life and I didn't want you to have to live that kind of life!"
"I realize that you care about me, and that me going into this life that you build up to be so bad will be dangerous, but I deserve to know."
"I know. I know." He had his head in his hands at this point. "I just need some time." Then, there was a knock at the door. All three of us looked at each other. Dean got up, brought his hand to his back and started pulling a gun out of his waist line.
"Woah! Dean! Since when do you have a gu-"
"Shhh!" He approached the door with caution. He stayed low and when he got to the door he looked through the peep hole. He put the gun back in his pants waist line and openned the door. It was a girl. She had short red hair. She smiled and said "what's up bitch." And then she just walked in.
"Charlie." Dean said, and then closed the door. He followed her to the table. "What are you doing here?" She set her laptop on the table. "Castiel." She said with a little a nod.
"Excuse me." I said, feeling completely left out as to what was going on. Dean some how had a gun. And now this girl is here, and she just happens to know Dean and Castiel.
"Oh right. Jess this is Charlie. Charlie, Jess."
"Care to elaborate." I crossed my arms.
"Charlie is a friend." Dean said, walking over to me.
"Dean, you never told me you had company." Charlie said, as she took her sweater off. She was wearing a faded yellow shirt and black leggings.
"And you never told me, you were coming over. How did you even find me anyways?"
"I called Sam-" I didn't hear the rest of the words she said, I was too busy beating myself up in my head for totally forgetting about Sam. Good thing she brought up the Sam she knew, or else I would have never remembered that my Sam was hurting right now.
"Uh I have to go." I rushed past them, and started opening the door.
"Jess-" Dean tried to convince me to stay but I had to go comfort Sam.
"No, Dean. I'm sorry but I really have to go." Then I left. I don't know what happened after that thought. I trust Dean, and I know he isn't the type to cheat. And I know that he said she was a friend but anything can happen. I just hope nothing does.

I got in my car and called Sam before I left. It ringed four times before he finally picked up. "Sam. Oh thank god. I was getting worried. Where are you?" It was silent on his end. "Sam. Please say something." What if he's hurt! How would I ever find him? The phone hung up. Then it hit me. Cas found Dean, and was able to bring me to a forest and back in a matter of seconds. I know he would be able to bring me to him. I went back to the door. I knocked. "Jess. I thought you had to go?" Dean said as I walked past him. Cas was still at the table.
"Cas. Would you be able to bring me to somebody?" He stood up.
"If they don't have any sigils warding angels away from them, then yes."
"Great. Could you bring me to my-" Woah. I almost ruined mine and Dean's relationship with one word.
"Your what?"
"My...brother." He squinted. Why? Why does he always squint? I don't get it. Then he touched my shoulder and we appeared in a basement. My actual brother's basement. It was Will. He was sitting on the couch playing the video games. He didn't notice us. "Will." This made him jump.
"Holy shit! Where did you come from? Who's that?" He took the headset off. He just stared at Cas.
"My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord." Will's eyebrows went up in disbelief.
"I know it sounds crazy but it's true. And um we aren't actually supposed to be here. Cas this isn't who I wanted you to bring me to." Will came closer, still examining Cas.
"You said you want me to bring you to your brother. So I did. Unless you wanted..." Then he were in my other brother's house, Ed. "...This brother." Ed was sitting on the couch with Hunter, his puggle. He immediately turned when he heard Cas' voice.
"Jess?" Now I'm just tired of this.
"One minute.", I held up my index finger to show one minute to Ed.
"Okay. I don't actually want you to bring me to my brother's. I just said brother because this guy.... Well he's....He might be in trouble and I don't know what he is to me. Besides the fact that I care about him. And I think I love him. I just couldn't say all that in front of Dean."
"Why not?" I guess Dean didn't tell him about us. Whatever 'we' were.
"Because I also feel that way about Dean. And it would hurt him if he knew that I felt that way about another guy as well."
"I don't understand. How could having feelings for someone hurt someone else?" I guess angels know nothing about love, and having feelings for other people.
"Forget it. Just bring me to Sam. He is the one I care about."
"You're going to have to be specific. There are over  two million Sam's on Earth."
"Well....Um....He never told me his last name actually. It never really came up. But he lives about 20 minutes from here, has long brown hair, wears plaid, eats salad-" Before I finished rambling on about him, we appeared in his room. "Yes. This is his room."
"You know Sam Winchester?"
"Well you just told me his last name. So I guess I do."
"And you say you have feelings for Sam and Dean?" He was walking around Sam's room picking things up, moving them around in his hand and then putting them back..
"Yes I know it's wrong to be with two guys at the same time but....Hey. I don't have to explain myself to you."
"How don't you see it?" He stepped closer as he said it.
"See what?"
"The resemblance."
"What?"
"Sam and Dean. They're-" Sam bursted into the room with a gun pointed at us. I screamed.
"Jess? Cas?" Sam looked confused. Then he looked at the gun that he still had aimed at us. He quickly put it in his pants waist line. Since when does he have a gun. "Jess...I just-"
"Shut up." I was trying to hold the tears back. "First you get a call. One call. And you just run out of here. You didn't even tell me where you were going. I called you and you never answered-"
"Jess, I can-"
"Shut up! Then I left you a voice mail. Which you probably still haven't even listened to. After that. I called again and when you answered you said nothing then just hung up." He didn't say anything. He just stood there. "Then you just burst in here aiming a gun at me. A gun that I didn't even know about." A tear fell from my eye. I quickly wiped it away before I even got half way down my face. He still didn't say anything, that made me mad. "Say something!" He looked at the ground. I stormed over to him and hit his chest. It did nothing. He was built like a rock. "Say something!" Tears were streaming down my face. I stopped hitting him when I realised that it wasn't doing anything. I backed up to Cas. "I'd like to go home now." Cas and Sam exchanged looks. "Cas." Then Cas touched my shoulder and I was in my room. I immediately went to my bed and buried my face in the pillow.
"I guess I'll just go then." I looked back an he was gone.