Scars (A One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 13: Saturday Night

A/N: this chapter is quite graffic so don't say I didn't warn you.

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Breanna's Outfit: 

http://www.polyvore.com/breannas_outfit_no.1/set?id=102202166&lid=4004901

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The rest of the week flew by. Work was great and it’s starting to become easier. My friendship with Hayley has really blossomed.

I was really nervous on my first night shift but it was quieter than during the day so that was nice. On Thursday Liam and Zayn came in to ‘buy stuff’ even though they knew Top Shop was a female shop. Either way it was really sweet of them. I was most worried about tonight considering it was a Saturday and there was probably going to be drunk people on the streets. I can drive but I usually get Simon to drop me off and then I take the bus home. The walk to the bus and then after I get off to walk home is a bit frightening. Okay, it’s terrifying. But I just have to try and get past that and I know I can.

Once again I have trouble trying to choose my outfit because of my arms. It took me longer than usual to choose just because I was dreading going to work tonight. I ended up decided on a pretty floral dress, a cream coloured cardigan, frilly socks with my tan oxfords, my swallow necklace and pink lip gloss. I smoked my eye out a bit and let my hair down naturally because I am too lazy to do anything.

“Thanks for dropping me off Liam.” I say as he rolls down the window.

“Anytime. Are you sure you don’t want me to pick you up?” He asks for what seems to be like the millionth time.

“I will be fine Liam. If something happens you will be the first one I call.” I reply and he smiles.

“Bye!” He says and rolls the window back up and I wave goodbye.

Once I reach Top Shop I feel much more comfortable. I sign in, put my bag in my basket and put my badge and lanyard on. I take a sip of my water before going out and serve the people.

Once again, the afternoon and night flew by. Hayley and I are planning to meet up for lunch tomorrow and I can’t wait. She will be my first female friend here. I am so excited. Hayley has to stay back and lock up so I say a quick goodbye and make my way to the bus stop a few blocks down. I hate this walk. It’s the worst.

As I turn the corner I hear laughter of a group of drunken men. 

No no no. 

I begin walking back the way I came. I instantly call Liam but it goes straight to voicemail so I hang up. I guess I'm just gonna have to stick it out and pray that the bus arrives early.

I start my journey down the street again and I keep my head down as I grasp my handbag and walk as fast as I can. One of the men whistle but I don't turn around. I am not a dog. 

"Oi!" One of the say but that just makes my pace become quicker.

I soon hear stumbling footsteps behind me and then he grabs my arm.

I turn around and yank my arm out of his tight grasp. I turn and try to walk away except this time he grabs me by my waist and he throws me over his shoulder and laughs.

"PUT ME DOWN!" I yell and bang against his muscular back but he just laughs again.

He takes me to the alleyway that's in between the night club and pub and throws me against the brick wall. As much as it hurt, I take this opportunity to slap in in the face. He stumbles and falls to the ground and they all laugh.

"Ooo you're a feisty one aren't you?" He says with an evil smirk.

"Don't touch me." I say firmly as he runs his hand up and down my arm but I swat it away.

"What like this?" He says and grabs my breast. I whimper and nod.

"Oh and what about this?" He says and touches my entrance.

I nod and make out a shaky yes. They all laugh like it's the funniest thing they have heard. 

He holds my shoulders and says to his friends, "Boys I think I found my fuck buddy for tonight." 

"Are you gonna share?" The one on the end asks.

"Nup, she's all mine." He replies with the evilest smile plastered on his face. 

His friends lean against the other wall and get ready to watch what unfolds. 

"Please don't." I try to say as firmly as I can but it comes out as almost a whisper.

He runs his hands up my thighs and under my dress and he rests his fingers at the top of my underwear. This time I knee him the stomach and he falls to the ground hard. I decided to make a run for it but once again I fail and he grabs me once again and flings me to the wall. I cry out in pain.

"Now that I've got the tears and screams going I can't stop now." He says.

He doesn't tease me this time he just goes straight for it.

"St-st-stop." I stuttered through my sobs.

He rubs his fingers of the skin that's just above my entrance. He then begins to pump in and out with two fingers and I whimper.

"You're so tight." He comments and the tears begin to flow.

“LIAM!” I yell out at the top of my lungs praying that it would reach him but I knew it wouldn’t. He slaps my face to get me to shut up but it just makes me cry even more.

"Please... Just... Stop." I say shakily but he doesn't listen.

Before I know it, I am laying naked on the ground while he kisses from my neck, to my breasts, down the valley of my breasts, then to my stomach and he finally reaches my entrance. He begins fingering me again and I scream out in pain. 

"PLEASE! STOP!" I scream through my tears but he just laughs once again.

"Look honey I can't fuck you if I can't get in you so, you either move yourself to the little set up we have made over there or I move you myself." He says evilly.

I look over to where he point and there was a dirty mattress which was supported by a wooden box that looked like it had been made for the mattress. I don't move though. I just continue crying so he picks me and carries me over ignoring my protests. His friends are still there watching like this is some kind of movie and it is making me feel even more uncomfortable than I already am. He begins to kiss my body again while pumping his fingers in and out.

So this is it. I'm going to lose my virginity and I can't do anything about it. This is not how I planned to lose it.

I scream out in pain when I realise that he is inside me.

I arch my back and I guess he took this as a sign to go faster, harder and deeper. Each time he thrusts it's a new kind of pain. I hate it. I can't see his expression because I am blinded by my tears.

"Pl-please..." I beg but he ignores me.

A few seconds later I felt a warm liquid shoot though me. No. No no no no. I feel my face drain of colour when I realise what he had done. By then end of this I was probably going to be pregnant. He begins to laugh and he thrusts in one last time. 

I scream out in agony and the tears begin to flow quicker.

He pulls out and plants a kiss on my cheek before leaving me alone in the dead of night. 

I hear him join his group of friends in laughing and it soon fades away. I lay on the mattress crying. It hurt so bad. I had never ever felt pain that awful. 

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A/N: OOOOoOOOOoOoo what's going to happen?! haha only I know for now ;)

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