Shikamaru X Reader

Really you'd teach me that?

The night I said that to shika I made dinner early and locked myself in my room. I summoned my wolf shadow and he can feel my depression he looks into my eyes and sees what happened. 'If it would make you feel better I can teach you how to summon your father.' He said I gasp 'really I can't do that?' I asked 'yes but he's really big so we should do this outside.' Shadow said I was really happy and I jumped out my window and ran to the training grounds with shadow at my side. 'Ok how do I do this?' I asked 'you can start by taking off your necklace.' He said 'why do I have to do that?' I asked unsure that I won't kill somethings 'you need a lot of chakra for this . Your necklace keeps you chakra low so if you take it off you'll have enough to summon him.' He said and I took my necklace off my silver hair and sharp features come out. It's not as painful this time 'now what?' I asked looking at him 'all you have to do now is make the summoning signs and think of him make sure you focus a lot of chakra into it.' He said and I did it a big smoke cloud appears when it clears away I see him a big wolf silver and everything. I was so happy my dad looks at me and go's into a human form he looks amazing he has white hair and beautiful red eyes. "Y/n." He said I smile and jump at him taking him into a big hug. "It great to finally meet you dad." I said and let go looking him on the eye "I'm glad I get to meet you too y/n." He smiled at me "this is great now that I know how to talk to you I don't have to go with Orochmaru." I tell him and his smile faded "I still want you to go with him." He said I look at him "why?" I asked "you need to learn how to control your power without your necklace he will teach you how." I just stared at him "ok if you say so dad I'll do it." 'I need him to accept me and love me like a patient dose so I have to do this" I thought to myself and I started feeling weak. My dad poofed away and I fainted. I dreamt about shikamaru I dreamt about him killing me when we are older. It hurt me to think about him and everyone else I'm leaving behind when I woke up I was in my room it was dark out side. That night I couldn't sleep I couldn't stop thinking about everyone I love that I have to leave.