Shikamaru X Reader

The stay

I chose to stay in the village for a while it's been three days since Lily died and today is her funeral. The whole village was there which made me happy. Jiraiya was there too I was kinda surprised because he wasn't usually around but what kind of father would miss his child's funeral. We all put fire lilys on her grave afterwards everyone got in a line and one by one walked by Jiraiya and I and said "sorry for your loss." Shikamaru was the last one but I stopped him from walking a way I took his hand and started walking away from everyone to a place they couldn't here us talk. "Sorry." I say to him not letting go of his hand but also not looking at him. "For what?" He asked "f-for what I told you when you asked why we broke up." I said "there's nothing to apologize for you were just telling me the truth and showing me why I shouldn't trust girls." He said in his usual bored voice. I started crying "BUT IT WAS A LIE," I yelled and looked him in the eye with tears streaming down my face "I love you I always have but we couldn't be together. I thought if I said what I did it would be easier for you to move on and hate me." I said shika looks shocked for a while then pulls me into a hug "I would never hate you." He said I could tell he was awkwardly looking away blushing. 'He's still cute' this thought made me giggle. Shikamaru ended up walking me home Jiraiya wasn't there he had to go on a mission sooo shikamaru came inside and we watched a movie together

~during the movie~

Y/n pov
Shikamaru and I were watching a scary movie don't get me wrong I don't get scared of real things but ghosts scare me A LOT. It wasn't all bad though because when it got scary it gave me a reason to put my face on his chest. When the movie was over it was kinda late so I told him he's spending the night he refused at first but then I offered he slept in my bed with me and he agreed with a tomato red face. We went to my room and got in my bed he layed on his back and I snuggled up to his side and put my head on his head. 'This is nice but I still have to leave unfortunately.'