Hayes and I sat outside on the swing watching Sky and talking. His arm wrapped around my waist and my head on his chest. We've been dating for about 10 months and had our fair amount of fights just like every other couple. We've never even come close to saying those three words even though I knew I loved him with all my heart I don't want it to happen. I'm not good with those serious kinds situations.
We all ate dinner outside watching the sunset and dancing around with everyone. Hayes and I were dancing like crazy weirdos and mostly jumping around but it was great. " You know I love you right Y/n?" he spoke up grinning while spinning me around happily.
No no no okay pretend your didn't hear it! Act normal. I love him too but don't say it!
I continued dancing like before noticing hayes started to frown. Quickly I pulled away and go to dance around with Skylynn and Elizabeth and laugh softly.
Crap I think I just Hayes.... He sat back down on the swing looking at his phone emotionless.
I love him but it just seems so ughhhhh . Love means getting too attached. Attached means having to let go eventually. Letting go means getting hurt.... I can't do it again
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