4:25 am
You tucked your legs up to you chest letting all your worries flow over you . This is the 10th time Hayes has left for the whole night and it's been driving you crazy. You lay in your guys bed small salty drops ran down your cheek as the thought of loosing the boy you love more than anything. The door shut and Hayes dark figure stumbled slightly as he tried to make it up the stairs . He stood in the door frame carefully slipping his shirt off and setting on the back of your chair . He sat his phone on the bed and when to the shower after mumbling a simple " Hey baby..".
His phone vibrated and stared out into space. You weren't sure how to handle the moment before you. The love of your life slowly growing more and more distant...You stared at the black tv screen until your attention was brought to a smudge on Hayes' shirt that was turning orange . Slowly you rose from your position and walked over the the shirt Hayes so carelessly tossed over the chair. A lump in your throat grew as you stared at the foundation stain on the collar. you picked up the shirt only causing you to break down more the stench of Alcohol and a perfume that wasn't yours . You shut your eyes softly for a few minutes before his phone went off again . A call from 👌🏼 came through for a second time .
"Hey Baby" a girls voice came across the line .
"I-I'm sorry (y/n) answering on behalf of Hayes... h-how may I help you " you stumbled through the call knowing that this girl was calling for Hayes .... And calling him baby.
" oh so you must me his assistant; just tell him I called thank you ma'am " The girl on the other end had a genuine simple through her speech and once you both hung up the pit in your stomach was prominent .
Hayes stepped out of the Shower his sweat pants hanging off his hips . A small hickey shone on his v-line. Your water line was filled, your vision starting to blur as you walked to your side on the room .
"Hayes....I'm giving you one chance to tell me the truth about everything . Who you've been with, what you've been doing , where you've been .... it all ..." You said carefully as you started grabbing things out of your dresser.
" (y/n) what's going on princess " Hayes whispered against your neck as his arms wrapped around your neck. Your thin shirt pressed to his chest making your back feel weak as if you were melting . Very quickly you brought yourself back to reality.
" I don't know what's going on anymore Hayes ... I'm just tired so please tell me the truth " you mumbled clenching your jaw in order to keep the raging tears from falling .
" Baby I told you... I've been going out with Sammy and The Jacks to..." he paused for a second " to to the Studio... what's wrong "
" Hayes don't touch me " you mean to come off as strict and in charge but instead you sounded soft and extremely unsure .
" Baby what's going on " He slurred slightly his chest still pressed to your back.
"Don't call me that- Don't touch me ! " You threw your hands up to pull his hands off you " For 10 nights I've been sitting in a cold bed all night waiting for you to come home . And every time you come home you're boozed up and you've got texts non stop . You don't smell the same . Hayes you've changed !" You pushed him back making him fall since he was unstable and weak due to the mix of surprise and alcohol .
" (Y/N) You're crazy babe . Just get some sleep " Hayes got up carefully and making his way back to you .
" Your shit is getting old Hayes... " You say , your heart cracking slowly... just threatening to shatter any second .
" This is all in your head princess... I told you I wouldn't hurt you"
" You can't tell me it's in my head Hayes . I know it's true ...I saw the messages I heard her call you baby... You're a really bad liar"
"I-It's the truth (y/n) ! I love you damn it!" Hayes got up grabbing your wrists .
" i don't believe you Hayes...I know you want her ... you might say you love me , but you desire her. And we both know that's the truth so stop lying " You bite back the tears as you shoved most of your stuff in a suitcase and started to walk out .
"Wait! (y/n) It's true ! I love you and I want you I'm not lying about that!" Hayes called back " I never meant for this to happen (y/n) ... "
" But you let it Happen Hayes... " You shook your head looking down " You thought I would never find out didn't you? And now you're only gonna tell the truth because Your lies have over flown" You shoved your stuff in the trunk
" Please don't leave me Princess " Hayes' voice cracked as he took a step closer to you . " I need you in my life; you're the only girl I want... I'm sorry for lying, I'm sorry for cheating "
" Sorry doesn't mean shit to me Hayes it's pointless to keep trying . I don't have you anymore ... I lost you because I trusted you too much... I'm leaving and I-I don- I Can't have you in my life anymore . You fucked up "
And with that all the emotions you held inside a tiny glass bottle exploded. You pounded your fists against his chest crying " I love you you idiot! I fucking loved you! And you cheated on me! You lied to me! You made me believe I was something special you little dick! I can't believe how goddamn stupid I was ! " you sobbed as your hits became softer and even more non existent as you fell to your knees the tears falling uncontrollably.
" y-you said you wouldn't hurt me Hayes... y-you p-prom...p-promised m-me " you cried as you pulled yourself up struggling because of the weak helpless state you've forced your body into... " You broke your promise .... you broke me "
You started the car and pulled away. Hayes' hand was tangled in his hair as he hit the garage wall. Screaming he loved you....Your vision still blurred from all the tears you shed over the past hour and driving was almost unbearable. You made it to Nash and the Jacks house a sobbing mess ... You called jOhnson worrying about waking everyone up since it was 6 in the morning now ..
" (y/n) whats up... " he mumbled over the phone his voice groggy since he was probably alseep before hand
" I-i n-need you . Can i come i-inside ..." you sniffled softly even thiugh the gol was to make it seem as if you were ok.
"Yeah yeh ill be down in sec... and we'll talk... " Johnson spoke quickly and slightly out of breath as if he was running around . You saw his bedroom light turn on as You parked outside in the driveway.
You walked up the entree way slowly but as soon as he saw you , you both ran towards eachother .
Johnson was like that one cousin who was practically your best friend. While Nash and Gilinsky were more like Brothers . Gilinsky being the more ' I beat anyone's ass if they look at my sister wrong ' kind of brother while Nash was the ' If you need anything I got you boo' boy.... They both were amazing but You trusted Johnson a million times more.
He brought you inside and cuddled you to sleep singing to you softly.
He didn't pressure for you to talk about what happened. He didn't ask many questions .... he just helped you . He loved you with all his heart , as family of course ..
Part 1 was based off a Bad Liar Demo track I found . Part 2 will be a filler and Part 3 with be based off the studio track . ✌🏼
ALSO IM SO EXCITED BC THERE IS SO MANY READS AHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH
See ya next time ya little nasties
