Hayes G. Imagines

Car crash

||||| I wrote this super quick today so it's probably not as sad as I wanted or was well written but ayeee |||||

The roads where covered in a thin sheet of ice and Trianna,my fiancé , was on her way home from work. My gaze was stuck on the driveway as my anticipation built up slowly for her coming.
10:45 passed and their was still no call. She was supposed to be here by now ... I'm sure she would've called is anything. I texted Taylor ... She said Trianna left work 2 hours ago and now Trianna's not answering any calls.... Something is wrong
As I look back out the window the silence of my room is replaced with the loud ring of my phone .
When I answer a voice says somethings happened and that I should come right now
And as I drove my mind goes to October when I asked her.

The leaves were array of colors all over the field while we searched for the perfect pumpkin .
"Hey Tri! Come look at this one " i bent down on one knee. Triannas eyes and smile widened as I said " I want you forever. Forever and always through the good and the bad and the ugly we'll grow old together forever and always "

I pull up the hospital my heart aching with fear as I walked up to the front desk. A lady walked me through millions of halls; a maze that's never ending as she talked about what had happened but I can't hear a word she's saying. I watch the doctors lips move out of the corner of my eyes all the whole my eyes dart to each room trying to find Trianna . I pull on a straight face as we stand outside the door where I can get a glimpse of my fiancé laying in the bed. I can't make this worse on her she needs to pull through this. I sit on her bed side taking her small hands in my own.

" Hey baby" she croaked and winced softly

" Hey Princess... Lets just talk ok. Let's talk about our kids... You really like the name Astoria right? " She nodded softly as we talked about our future kids and our dream house on the hill with the dirt bike track and porch...

I walked up to the nurses and told them I had an idea... they bring up the Chaplin and borrow some rings from the couple next door and every body's laughing as the tears fall in the floor .

I look into triannas eyes as I say
" I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always "

As I finished my vows the beeps start getting too slow. The panic started to take over my body as Triannas grip on my hand starts to fade .

Her voice is low and faint as she says "I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there I'll always love you, forever and always."

And that was end . Her eyes fell shut and I was pushed out the room as doctors and nurses rushed to try and bring her back. I sat there outside the door shaking. I didn't know how to feel . I just got married and lost the love of my life within an hour... My hand ran through my hair tugging on the ends as the tears fell harder than they ever have before. She was lost and gone so fast...

I know she's not here but she's not quite gone but when her life was so short why did the end feel so long?...
I sat on the chair staring at the motionless body of the woman I loved. No ride of breath not even a pulse.

I won't leave her . I'm doing this to myself and I know that but love her ...
I voice was a broken whisper as I Laid my head on her bed " I love you" .
I sobbed and shook as the realization that there was no way she could come back washed over me again.

— || Next month || —

I woke up tonight feeling paper thin and I'm paper white. I almost forgot that you were gone as I held onto the phantom limb...

"Just come back to bed " the voice says but I'll soon forget because I look into those sad blue eyes like mine. Like they've had the life sucked out of them .
I wrap my arms around her as the light goes dim till she's nothing more than a silhouette ; just a cold trick of the light .

I'm so sick that For a second I though let she might be there ...but the love of my life dissolved before my eyes .
I look at the picture of when I first meet Trianna...
" it's like I've known you forever " that's what we both said... I turned off my phone . I ignored the texts and calls .
How can people say she's where she belongs? She should be here! she should in my arms! I wish I could wake up and start that day again...Tell her to stay home and just not get out of bed... she would be safe and in my life to stay.... She should be here....