My fingers circled around the steering wheel, my eyes glued onto the nothing in particular I was just starting out into the ground that was lit by the headlights . I was just trying to get my head right...A million thoughts flooded through my ocean of a mind....
should I even be here
Does he want me back
I miss him...
I need hayes...
It was like I was starting to get homesick...homesick from Hayes. We broke up a month or two ago because we had a huge ego blown fight one night... it was stupid and I miss him. With Hayes I felt...like I belonged and that I was loved. As I turn the keys turning off the engine I heard Zan's faint barking seize.
I glanced at my phone.
12:28 am
Maybe I can turn back. It's too late maybe I should go home .
The lights in the living room turned on and my heart raced like crazy... A tired looking Hayes stepped outside and zan came running out.
"Zan!Zan come back inside bro" Hayes groaned before his eyes landed on me.
I looked down at hands for a second. I needed to see him... and now that I have I don't really know what to do. Hayes stared at me his voice croaky " Hailey?..." he walked the the steps on his porch a little.
"Hayes I'm sorry" I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair looking down a little " I missed you" as my gaze lead upward I saw Hayes was in front of me wrapping his arms around me and lifting me up a little .
"Oh fuck Hails i missed you" he chuckled softly as he held me close. And there in his arms I was home. I was surrounded in his warmth despite the chills of the night. I tucked my face into his chest and held him close. Without him I fell apart. Without Hayes I couldn't sleep right, I was afraid I'd have dreams of who we could've been or who we used to be. And the fears and unsurity melted away.
"I don't just want someone...I want you. Oh my god I want you" hayes let out a soft broken breath as he held a fist of my shirt. He held me like he was gonna lose me any second... "I fucking love you and you're the only girl I could ever imagine myself being with. I want you"
"I love you too Hayes..." I pulled away and looked into his eyes smiling despite the tears building on my water line " I missed you so much babe"
Hayes smiled bringing his lips down against mine softly, with a tinge of passion and desperation in his kiss. His hands held the small of my back as our lips glider together the same rush of happiness flew through my blood stream and my lips began to tingle. We both started to smile our kiss gradually stopping. Hayes' forehead press to mine and I couldn't be happier than in this moment. His eyes
Never glanced from mine as we both laughed a little.
"I missed you so fucking much Hayes" I sighed shaking my head as we laughed. Hayes took my hand in his and we walked back inside his house, zan following suite....
I was home again
