You've been living with The boys for a while . Nash had been mad at Hayes for a while after Nash found out what Hayes had done to you, but that subsided after a week. You could never lie saying that you didn't miss him. You were trying to kinda forget about him for a while and nothing was really working . You convinced Johnson to help you find a date and Nash jumped in helping too. The things the boys would say when they saw an ugly guy come across your matches made your days a lot better . They were going through profile pictures while you were laying across their laps .
" (y/n) I love you kid but I asking know my lil bro loves you ... and I can't help but think you still have a thing for him... Are you sure you wanna do this " Nash said softly while running his hand through my hair
" Thanks for concern Nashy but I need to move away from focusing on what happened ... I'm not trying to move on from Hayes.... I honestly don't think I can ... it's just a date" You said while looking up at Nash's soft smile.
" Alright Kid..." Nash said while looking at a profile .
" Hold the fuck up ! Oooooh that boy is a hottie !!" Max... hmmm sounds good. Singer; sounds better even. Message him please Papiiiii" you laughed small while looking at Johnson since he was smoother than Nash .
" Aye Mamiiiii! I gots you!" He laughed taking your phone from Nash
"Thanks Papiiiiiiiiii " you wiggled your eye brows laughing for real after two months of fake laughs and smiles..
You and Max had date set up for Saturday. All creds to My PAPI Jack Edward Johnson 👌🏼 You were slowly getting back to a normal You. Well as normal as you could .
I'm not gonna lie I'm still lost at what happened with Hayes... As far as I know I was nothing but good to him. Maybe I was good enough , maybe he didn't notice .... Who knows , but for now I'm gonna head out on a Date with this Max kid.
—•— HAYES GRIERS POV —•—
Her lipstick was left on the mirror I never had the heart to wipe it off . It's all I've got left of the fine ass girl I let go . Every morning i could see her lips , every cute wrinkle included ... I don't know how I let this happen but I know I've gotta give her time to heal over and then patch the rest up myself. I stared at myself in mirror for a while . A blurry figure stood next to me smiling and laughing while curling her hair . She radiated happiness from the way she danced to the way she laughed. That was the girl I loved ; the one I could never dream of loosing . As cliché as it sounds, her smile light up my world brighter than even the sun could . The love I had, and still have for (y/n) is crazy powerful and fueled by every little thing she's ever done. The picture slowly started to fade as (y/n) blew a kiss towards the mirror causing me to chuckle half heartedly at the memory.
That night with (y/n) was perfect. She went to the KCAs with me and it was more than memorable. We both had so much fun meeting a bunch of fans . Confetti strewn through our hair along with glitter ... it was just amazing..
Zan ran up nudging my leg softly " Hey buddy " I chuckled " You wanna go out?" Zan barked once and jumped up a little " Yeah?! Cmon Lets go get your leash " Zan ran right up to his leash so that I could get it. I hooked him up and walked out to my car and put zan in the front seat right where (y/n) used to sit....
Fuck I'm too hooked on this girl and it's been 3 months since shit hit the fan and she's still all I can think about . From the way she laughed to the pain in her eyes while she left ...
What I did was wrong and I wasn't gonna deny it again . I went out with some friends and they got me to start drinking and got me on acid again... I was all over the girl I don't even remember her name or what she looked like because every time we were together I was gone....
I parked my car at the lot and took Zan out around Hollywood with my head phones in trying to distract myself from all the people walking around. I stopped to take a couple pics with my fans as I walked Zan around .
We were about to head in to get some ice cream before the weight fell on my shoulders. (Y/n )sat at a table laughing with another guy and guessing by the vibrant blush on her cheeks he was flirting with her . I stared for 2 seconds too long only to have locked eyes with the love of my life . She shook her head and went back to talking to the boy .
As quick as I could I walked back to my car, my eyes burning and my chest struggling rise and fall, as I I had a 20 pound weight stuck between my lungs . The first few fans I took photos with didn't notice.
" hey Hayes!" A fan called out while jogging up to me . God I them all but right now is just not the best time for pictures...
"hi" I croaked softly.
" Woah Hayes what's wrong " She said softly while putting her hand on my arm .
I shook my head slightly " Nothing, I was just heading back home... I'm fine "
" Bro your eyes are bright red and you look like you can't breathe are you sure you're alright? " She examined me a little closer " Oh ... you saw (y/n) with that singer kid didn't you..."
" Hey look . I'm just not feeling well right now and I've gotta go see Nash and Johnson ... Do you have. Twitter handle or something so I can
Make this shitty meetup better when I'm not such a mess "
" Uhm yeah sure.... " she said softly while writing it down " here... look Take care Hayes . I can only imagine how much (y/n) means to you ...." she said while biting her lip.
" Thank you for being understanding Love . I'll talk to you later " I said before walking back to the car .
My hands ran through my hair helplessly as I drive to see Nash and the Jacks ... I threw open their door to see Nash laying on the couch watching a movie with Johnson and Taylor .
"Woah Hayes- "
" WHY THE HELL DID YOU LET HER GO OUT WITH SOMEONE NASH! I FUCKING LOVE HER AND YOU KNOW THAT YOU BOTH KNOW THAT! SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND IM SORRY I FUCKED THINGS UP BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER! Y/N IS MY WORLD! YOURE MY GODDAMN BROTHER AND YOU LET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE GO ON A FUCKING DATE!!-"
" Hayes calm the fuck down ! Nash tried to stop her in the one that helped it happen if you weren't such player maybe you'd realize what you had when you had her . (Y/n) is an absolutely amazing girl and you cheated on her ! This is no ones fault but yours . Grow the fuck up Hayes " Johnson stood up pushing me away from Nash and outside .
" Johnson what the fuck man!! I need her I love her and I'm literally going crazy without her and you're gonna set her up with some random guy you don't know! " I got really close to his face pushing him against the back of their house . " I KNOW HOW AMAZING SHE IS ! I know how it feels to wake up to angel every morning. And that's a feeling that I miss more than everything so don't you DARE TELL ME I DIDNT REALIZE HOW AMAZING SHE IS JOHNSON!! " hot tears rolled down my cheeks
" Back the fuck off me Hayes! " Johnson yelled while pushing me again
" JAack you don't understand I need (y/n) ! " I sobbed quietly as Johnson slapped me ..
" She still loves you You idiot ! She just wants you off her mind ! YOU CHEATED HAYES ! You lost a great girl because you couldn't keep your dick in your goddamn pants!!"
I stepped forward only to get a fist in my jaw ; my hands pressed to Johnson's abs and pushed him into the wall " I LOVE HER "
" YOU CHEATED YOU LIED ! " Johnson yelled in my face as he repeatedly jabbed me in the stomach
" Stop oh my god Johnson stop!! " (y/n) yelled as she ran up pushing us away " what the hell Jack! "
" I'm sorry " Johnson spoke softly since (y/n) is pretty intimidating when she wants to be
" Look (y/n) -"
" Save it Hayes. Please just leave. Thanks " she sighed and walked away....
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The next won't be as bad so keep a look out babes
