WARNING THIS IS SHORT BUT WILL FUCK YOU UP AND MADE ME CRY
And a trigger warning sorta
HAYES GRIES POV
There was no use in calling the cops ..by the time anyone could get here it would be too late . I had 3 minutes till the rushing would all stop . My hands trembled as I picked up my phone calling (y/n) .
" Hey baby what's up" She chirped over the phone .
" Oh nothing Princess... I just want to make sure you know how much I love you... " I said softly as I tried to conceal the pain in my arm .
" Hayes are you drunk or something ?" She laughed " FaceTime me at least "
" no I'm not drunk but I can't FaceTime right now " I said looking at the blood covering me " I just need you to understand that I love you no matter what. You're a fucking angel okay... "
" I love you too Hayes . What going on " there was a tinge of panic echoing through her voice .
" relax (y/n).... everything is gonna be okay. " I took a deep breath is shaking my head lightly as I started to loose my balance . " If theres anything I know for sure it's that my love for you will never falter... i-I gotta go baby girl.."
"I love you so much Hayes " a small smile was heard in her voice " And when you get home from tour I've got something amazing to tell you "
"Could you tell me now baby please ? " my voice came out croaky and faint .
" Hayes you don't sound well"
" Baby please tell me now"
" Hayes... I'm pregnant "
" oh my god baby that's amazing ... damn I love you so much "
" Hayes you don't sound too excited "
" no no I am just a little distracted- Uh uhm... (y/n) I love you and Our kid okay..." I whispered
"I love you more Hayes ..."
"stay strong baby..."
and with that ...
My eyes fell shut slowly as the whole world moved to slow motion . The blood covered everything around me . I replayed the whole day from waking up to the show and to the fight. He had a blade in his hand as he lunged at me. A cut through my forearm directly on an artery ... the blood wouldn't stop . The man was gone ... This was my end . Arteries aren't located that far down and they're deadly . You cut one of those you'll bleed to death within 3 minutes . It takes police about 5 minutes to rush to your house . And given that I was in the middle of nowhere it wouldn't be as easy to find me . So the last minutes of my life I gave to my baby . Everything else was hopeless ... The amount of shards my heart was in at this point was unmeasurable. All I wanted to do is have one last conversation with (y/n) .
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" Hello? Is this (y/n) Grier ?" A voice over the phone spoke lowly
Weird... Hayes I are are just dating not engaged or married...
" Uh yes may I ask who's calling " I tried to sound fairly professional .
" This is Doctor Malin at the (blah blah blah ) Hospital... We have Nash ,Chad, Nilla, Elizabeth, And Johnny here with us right now in regards to Hayes Grier ....
" I'll be there . I'm onmy way " I chocked as I ran to the car
"We would like to know that roughly 80 minutes ago Hayes Grier passed away due to excessive blood loss . I'm am so sorry for your loss everyone ... "
"No..." I didn't process any of it . Just 80 minutes ago I was talking to him... I told him I was pregnant ... only Nash knew and he hugged me tightly as the tears fell in my shoulders
" He can't be dead I was talking to him on the phone then ... H-he was alive " I couldn't bring myself to cry . It wasn't real. Hayes was alive . We were gonna have a family ... and a life .... we're gonna have a baby...
" I'm sorry Miss..." The doctor said
My breathing accelerated and I keep shaking my head .
Still no tears came out " I was talking to him!" My eyes started to burn as Nash held me close .
" please (y/n)... T-the baby" Nash sobbed as he held me.
Then everything came together . Why he was acting weird ... why he didn't sound right.. why he didn't want to face time ...
Stay strong baby
Stay strong baby.
Stay strong baby
The words flooded my memory and that's when it came . The tears I couldn't find were finally coming out .
Stay strong Baby
I sobbed into my hands .
I lost him
Hayes Grier was dead
Not as emotional as I wanted it but I needed to write something sad
