Look After You {Sequel To Lost In Stereo}

Chapter Thirty Two-Counting Stars

"The key to happiness is to never look at yourself in the mirror." -Brent Schneiders

Eleanor bit her lip as she sat across from the doctor, her eyes watering, and body aching.

"What's happening?" Was all Eleanor asked. Coming to her doctor was the only logical thing she could think of after seeing the blood. The doctor was a very lean woman, her pointed nose lowered as she looked to Eleanor before sighing.

"You're having a miscarriage." She said finally. "I'm sorry Mrs Tomlinson. You'll be fine after a couple days, just rest and don't do to much."

"A miscarriage?" Eleanor question, the words burning her throat as she spoke. "You're saying...my-I-"

"Miscarriages occur in one out of every five pregnancy's." The doctor replied. "Something was wrong and the fetus aborted it's self... Have you been in any stress lately?"

Stress...

The word lingered in Eleanor's mind. She had been under a lot of stress. She felt terrible for the fact that she'd felt terrible that Louis spent every second next to Tellie. She'd felt terrible at the though of Tellie dying. And she felt terrible going to her ultrasound by herself.

"Yeah..." Eleanor said momentarily. "A lot of stress..."

"You need to relax." The doctor told her."After a while you can try again. I'm sorry Mrs Tomlinson... Come back in a couple days and I can make sure it's going smoothly."

Eleanor nodded, getting to her feet, cramps aching through as she did. Tears were in her eyes as she left the doctors off, wanting nothing more then to have Louis by her side

Eleanor sat next to Louis in the hospital. Fear filling her as she did. She didn't know whether to tell him or not about what had happened last night.

"Lou..." She murmured. "There's something I need to tell you..."

"Yeah?" Louis asked, looking to his wife, frowning at the sad expression that was painted across her face.

"What is it?" Louis urged panic filling him. He wasn't sure what Eleanor could be telling him. But he knew it was the bad. The way her eyes watered and she looked down at her feet before looking back to Louis.

"I had a miscarriage." She said finally. Louis' heart sank as Eleanor wiped tears from her eyes. Louis swallowed the lump in his throat, his hand in Eleanor's. To Louis every thing seemed terrible, his daughter in a coma, his unborn child never to be born. It was like his world was falling apart. And there was nothing he could do about it...

Zach had his head against the wall, the same way he had it every night. He found it hard to concentrate on the fact he was on TV show and people expected him to sing perfectly the way he hag at the auditions, but knowing Tellie could be dead, wasn't exactly the best way to inspire him-but it did inspire him. The scrunched up sheet music the lay around him as he tried to think of some sort of lyrics that could pour the emotions from his soul. But he couldn't find the words. The melody was right. He'd written his music for the piano just because he knew that's the sort of thing Tellie liked. And if he ever saw her again, he'd make sure he knew the notes off by heart.

"What if she's dead?" Zach asked his voice full and broken. Corey and Cam both glared at him. Neither of them enjoyed the thought, and Zach's constant asking if they thought Tellie was dead just annoyed them.

"Come on its August third," Zach persisted. "She went into a coma in June! That's all of July, gone."

"She's not dead." Cam hissed, Corey was now looking intently at his phone, his fingers gliding along the keyboard as he stayed silent.