The cold air stung why was I still breathing.
A broken sob cut through the silence pained cries my cries.
Just one more and the pain will go away.
I will myself to run another line across my wrist.
“Why do you do this” I couldn't help ask myself because I'm pathetic, I'm weak, the voices are so loud they just won't stop.
Ugly, fat, pathetic, lazy, mistake the words circle me the only thing I can hear I just want it to stop I know how to make it all stop but I'm scared.
I'm a nothing I deserve this pain I deserve this but I couldn't stop the tears it hurts I sobbed it hurts so bad why won't it stop I just want to stop I want to stop hurting.
My vision grew fuzzy I'd lost to much but the pain was slowly fading and now it no longer hurts.
