Why do I do this to myself
It just seems like I can't help
Pushing it again
Self destruct
I'm blowing up
Can't seem
to let myself be
Happy
What's that
Now a days I wouldn't know
I just feel so alone
But I did this to my self
Destruction is
what I do best
Happiness
just seems to be
something
I can't process
I'm a mess
Self destruct
I'm blowing up
I'm like grande with out a pin
I'm a loaded gun
I can't seem to find harmony
In myself
Destruct
Second day of school and already my schedule is fucked up I've already tripped over my words multiple time due to social anxiety and basically I just doing really well at making myself look like a freaking idiot but it's far to late to change my name and skip town looks like I'm getting an early start on my 2018 exstencential crisis //DarkAngel Out//
