Tracing lines on my skin 
piece of me dies within
everyday I wake up it begins again 
all the pain this emptiness 
I realize I'm a mess 
tired of this constant weight 
drags me to the ground 
if I cling to those I love I'll only drag them down
hideous beast inside and out 
lost everything I cared about 
much too tired to fix it now 
rotting from the inside out 
no one can see I'm bleeding out 
hope I had to make it through 
all I had I gave to you 
back at me words of hate you threw 
I've  been dead for quite a long time 
shell of my past 
empty inside
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  