Tried to calm down, I just got lost in my mind where I am now got here by being too afraid to get left behind, got trapped in the word's full of hate that were spoken, tried to fix myself day by day, but I'm far too broken, lost little boy who is angry most of the time scared little girl who believes in lying to get by, got locked in their world and lost myself is it too late to ask for help i've made so many mistakes and I've tried so hard to change, and the days seem to blur altogether, and the world has lost all its splendor, and it hurts too much to put into words, and my tears just soak all the pages of the letters i've been writing you for ages, and I want nothing more than just to go home, but I know it'll never feel the same cause of how much I have changed, and if it all, ended right here and now it wouldn't matter anyhow, try to calm down, I just got lost in my mind, worked myself into a circle, thoughts spinning in my mind, and I think it's to late to save myself this time.
