Sick but still here
Is it out of love or fear
Why do I cling to a life with no purpose
Whats the point of trying to convince myself its worth it
Bleeding out 
Dead inside
Empty shell
Just along for the ride 
Darkness inside
That I still hide
I dont know why I still try
I've heard the lectures
Listened to there reasons
Inside I feel nothing
Maybe there wrong 
They tell me healing is easy
But only this darkness seems to shield and protect me
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  