It's late tonight but I just want to know your alright yes, I'm doing fine too, but it's been a rough year without you. Are you warm? Where your at does it storm, because rainy days are the norm for me now that you're gone, and do you cry when you miss me cause I'm missing you tonight, and though I haven't in a while, I think tonight I'll pray, because I have a few things to say to you and I miss you how I miss your smile, haven't heard your laugh in a while and if I could rewind, I swear i'd hold you tighter and maybe then you'd really know just how much I love you before you go, and if you can hear me, I wish you were near me because it's so hard to do this on my own, and if you're watching, I hope you're not disappointed in what you see, and I hope you're not missing me as terribly as I am missing you grandma I love
A/N So I wrote this on the anniversary of my grandmother's passing. It's been a rough few months for me, since we recently moved again, we've been in the place were at now for maybe 3 months, and we're about to have to leave again. Moving around from place to place, not having roots has been really difficult on me, along with my grieving and everything, and it just made trying to be ok, really hard, but i've been getting better for the longest time, I was doing really, well, I was opening up to my friends more, and I was even seeing somebody, but it didn't end up working out, and it set me back a bit, but I'm still working hard on my mental health and being okay for my mom and my friends and the people in my life, who I know care about me, so i've gotten back to writing and art, and I'm just trying to find my way through. So to all those who actually read this and support me, thank you for support and being patient with me in this trying time in my life I'll be editing and rewriting a few other works as well as trying to regularly update this not always easy so at first updates might be slow but I'm working on it that's pretty much it //DarkAngel Out//
