High school

That Feeling

I looked to see who grabbed my arm so I turned my head quick and noticed that it was Julian. "Wassup" he said with a small grin on his face. I said hey with a chuckle only after knowing the fact that I was scared asf for that slight moment. We started to talk and then he asked me did I want a drink. I followed him to the kitchen trying not to fall in the heels and trip over the people's feet. He gave me a red plastic cup, not knowing what was in it surprisingly I took a sip. When I tasted it I coughed and squinted my eyes to the strong taste. He laughed and told me to add a little more juice, afterwards it tasted a lot better. I started to feel dizzy and began to feel like I've drinker to much. He came closer to my ear and whispered to me "come upstairs " In a soft sexy voice. I began to feel chills going threw my body but this time it wasn't a bad feeling it was a good feeling.
I followed him upstairs and we went into this room at the end of the hall. He told me to sit on the bed. "Why?" I asked. He told me his head was hurting so he just wanted to come upstairs and watch a movie. I sat on the bed and he sat beside me. I guess he forgot the fact that he forgot to turn on the tv. He started asking me how old I was and were I'm from. Then he started telling me about how he don't want anyone from our school because every girl is the same. "But you seem different he said." He started telling me how beautiful I was and how these girls wasn't anything like me. He slowly started leaning in closer to me and gently connected our lips as I shook my head slowly. I tried to get up but he grabbed my waist and layer me on the bed. I really wasn't trying to fight it because it was something I wanted but I was confused. One thing led to another and he pulled my dress up and slowly pushed inside me. I let out a slight moan as he sped up and I felt my body temperature rising. He flipped me over and payed me on my chest on the floor. He quickly flipped me on my back and cummed on my chest. We layed in the bed and he quickly fell sleep. I gently layed my head on his chest and started thinking. Was this what I really wanted considering that I just lost my virginity to someone I've only known for a day......or was it a mistake