The Arts of the Silvery Red & Other Poems

Fear is My Reality

My tears are shedding,
& I don't know why.
I just have a feeling,
That this may be goodbye,
& if that is so,
Then I knew from the start.
That this moment was coming,
That I'll have to say goodbye.
The fear of this day,
Has came to a reality,
That this is farewell,
Of the happiness you have brought me.
Now to welcome the pain,
That always find its way,
Back into my empty shell,
Creating a living hell.
This is no ones fault but my own.
Maybe my fate was to be forever alone.
I was always an outcast,
From the moment I was born.
Maybe I was never meant to be.
Maybe I'm just a mistake,
That shouldn't have been made.
I don't want to say goodbye,
However, this is my fear,
& like always,
My fear had came into reality.