The Arts of the Silvery Red & Other Poems

Its Back

As much as I try to forget & ignore the pain,
It always find its way back into my heart.
Once it begins to tighten & become heavy,
I start to feel hallow inside.
Its an unbearably pain,
& all I can do is cry.
The tears are shedding slowly into a river.
It won't stop.
It never will.
It hurts so much,
& I try so hard to stop.
I want to scream till I no longer have a voice.
I want it to end.
I no longer want to feel.
It hurts so much.
Its becoming harder to breathe.
Why won't it end?
I can't take this anymore,
Just please put an end to my pain.