From being a fan (wang junkai x reader)

Chapter 13: Feelings

(This is gonna be mostly, like 90% karry's pov)

Karry's pov:

It was Sunday, our day off from the schedule. I'm excited to turn 17. It's just next month. I practically am laying in bed in deep thoughts.

It's been some days since I talked with (y/n).  I miss talking with her. She has something in her that makes me want to make her mine. I'm not sure of that feeling. Recently she posted a photo of her with a guy on weibo and the caption said, "had fun" . What did she mean by that?  Like it defiantly wasn't her boyfriend, so who is he?  And why were they together?  Those were the questions that kept on troubling me. I felt somehow angry and there was this unfamiliar feeling that I wanted her to be with only me. From the day I first texted with her, there was this attracting towards her and it grew more. She was completely different from other girls, other fangirls, other, clovers. She wasn't that girl with a zero figure but she was still beautiful the way she way. She makes people smile and give them a reason to be happy. She always made my day better and she always made me feel different. The way I never felt with anyone else. When I'm near her... I blush. I was thinking deeply about her. How I felt when she kissed me, on our day out. I was kinda confused about it.

I was really confused so I message Qian and Yuan to come over to my room.  Even though we were just some distances apart, we had our own group chat so we used to chat there.

Me: hey..  can you both please come to my room? 😗😗
Yuan: Xiao... Now? 😅
Qian: why...?  Something wrong? 😨
Me: Yuan yup,Now and Qian I need advice on a serious matter. 😌
Yuan: okay.... What's the matter about? 😕
Qian: yeah... Yuan is right. What's it about?  Is it about (y/n)?😕😏
Me: yeah... It's about (y/n) .....😅
Yuan: hang on. I'm on my way. 😂😂
Qian: me too. On the way. 😂😂

I soon heard a knock on the door. "Come in" I told both of them and they entered. I was sitting there in my bed and both of them came and sat next to me after slowly closing the door.
"So.... What is it about?  What about (y/n).? Didn't something happen to her? " Yuan asked a series of questions at one time.
"One question at a time?  Please? " I said to Yuan looking at him. He smiled and apologized.
"It's okay. Yeah.... It's about (y/n). No.. Nothing has happened to her... Just to me" I told to them. "Is something wrong ? " Qian finally spoke. "It feels weird here" I Said pointing to my heart. "What about it? " both questioned at the same time.
"It feels very different. A different kind of feeling. And it's because of (y/n) " I said looking at them. "Continue.... And why is it related to (y/n)? " Yuan asked giving me a questioned and confused look.

"The thing is... She makes me feel different. Like different in a good way not a bad way. She looks at me like a normal person, Junkai and not as Karry an Idol who she has to respect and not be herself against. She is really friendly and she makes thing very different. She has a really beautiful smile and she gives me this butterfly feelings In my stomach.
When I look at her, I don't know why but I end up flushing red. And the thing was that, on our day out ,it was one of the most memorable day of my life. I didn't want the day to end. I wanted to spend the whole day again with her. With (y/n). She makes me feel special and that she likes me for being Wang Junkai and not Karry of the TFBOYS is really nice.
And then when she kis-s.... " I trialled off, remembering that I didn't tell them about the kiss.
"She kissed you?!!!  When?  And how comes we don't know about it? " Yuan said posting. Pretending to be angry.
"A-Ah.... That..was... I'm sorry I should have told you both. " I said apologizing to, them. "Hm... It's okay but tell us the whole story" Qian and Yuan both said. "Ah...okay" I told them. "Good,now what happened between the both of you?" Yuan asked me. "Um.... Should I start from the anniversary? " I asked them both and they nodded.

I took a deep breadth and started saying, "well..... Even before our anniversary,  I knew her. She added me on wechat. She didn't know that I was me, but my chat name was crab so.... We became friends after that. I came to know that she was a clover and she had a crush on Karry... I mean me. And she was really sweet and that she respects my decisions. It was really nice. I could have a friend who didn't like me because of Wang Junkai of the TFBOYS but as Crab an ordinary guy. She was one of my first online oversea friend. When I saw her photo, i couldn't describe how I felt. She was looking really beautiful. She wasn't like any other girl. She's wasn't perfect like with a perfect body or pale white skin or plumb red lips or like that but she was beautiful. She was almost perfect for me. I didn't know that feeling. And when she uploaded photos of her with her friends like guys who were her friends, I felt something in my heart. It wasn't a good feeling. Maybe I thought I developed feelings for her. But I brushed it off because I didn't know how falling in love or having feelings felt like. Then I knew that she would be coming to China for the fan meeting and anniversary. It was one of the best surprises I had. I was really thrilled to see her on the anniversary.
And I worked really hard. I put in more efforts to just show her that I'm good both in singing and dancing.
And during our fan meeting. And after she said she reached China I wanted to meet her personally.  I was really nervous as well as excited to see her in the fan meeting that day. During the meeting, I was scanning the whole room to look for her but I couldn't find her. I was kinda disappointed that I didn't see her. Later when at last after all the fans left I looked up at the last girl who was there for the autograph. I was speechless. It was (y/n). She looked more like an angel. Like she looks more beautiful and prettier in person. When our eyes met I noticed that she blushed. It was really cute. I kept the charm she kept me very nicely. I take it everywhere I go. Like my own lucky charm. When she asked to take a photo with me, I noticed that her lock screen and wallpaper was my photo. She was a really big fan of mine. After
That, during the anniversary do you remember that we had to choose a lucky fan?  Like by a lucky draw? " "yeah... " both nodded. "Well..... When ,no even before we were on stage I was praying that the lucky fan would be (y/n). I didn't know why but somehow I wanted her to be the Lucky fan. I wanted to spend the day with her. When the lucky no was announced another girl came up, I was kinda disappointed but when I heard that it was wrong and another number was called, I saw her come up. She looked so, shy and cute. When she said she wanted to spend the whole day with me. I was really happy. I wanted to make it a memorable day for me. That day, it was really nice. It was more or less like a date. It was really nice and she too looked really pretty. We went to many places and we even took a fake wedding photograph. Because of an old lady, we didn't want to make her sad so we ended up taking it. We then ate cotton candy and on the Ferris wheel, we took a last selfie together.
After that she was reel ng cold, so. Took off my jacket and let her wear it.  she thanked me for the jacket as well as for making that day a memorable day for her and planted a small Peck on my cheeks. I blushed. It was unexpected. When I received news that she would be leaving. I was really upset. We were also going be heading to Chongqing that day. It was unexpected but we ended up sitting
Together in the airplane. She made me blush for no reason and also made my heart race. It was a really difficult feeling.  One which I couldn't understand and also interpreted...... What is that I feel for her? " I finally finished. Both looked so amazed. "W-w-what? " I asked the both of them. "Nothing... It's just that.... " Qian trialled off. "What?  It just? " I asked anxiously. "Maybe you have fallen for her, like not a crush but you like her" Yuan finally ended. "What?  I like her? I don't " I said to them a bit surprised. "You do, the way you describe her and how she makes you feel. Making your heart skip a beat and make you blush. It's love" Yuan said. I was dumb folded.  I couldn't believe that I was in love like literally.... She liked me but me too?  "Oh.... " was all I could say. "Now.... You should tell her that you Wang Junkai is crab. Her crabbie" Qian said. "Okay... I will and thank you both for the advice" I thanked them and smiled.

It felt different that I had developed feelings for her. She was just a fan, and me. I already knew what she felt towards me, she liked me. She had a crush on me. "Argh....... This is so confusing me" I told myself and since both of them had already left my room. I was rolling around in my bed.
I looked at the phone and saw the photos of (y/n). She looked so pretty.
I ended up sleeping looking at her photo.

Chapter 13 done. 😀
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