This is the most fun we've ever had

Chapter 25

LE SKIP THE HONEYMOON AND A FEW WEEKS BECAUSE IM LAZY AND HAVE WRITERS BLOCK .(also I'm updating on time)

The weeks since the honeymoon where amazing .Louise took care of Brooklyn for a weekend every two months so me and Phil could have some time alone (😏😏😏)and during the week she was at school and studying.We uploaded a lot more videos on YouTube due to our now sorted timetable which meant the fans where getting a video of us both once a week and a gaming video on Saturdays which we all enjoyed .

"I'm home"Brooklyn called from the front door .
"Hi honey ," Phil called from the kitchen where he was making coffee.
"How was your day ?" I asked not looking up from my laptop as I scrolled mindlessly through tumblr .
"Good , Japanese class was really tough though we had to translate which is the one thing I'm not good at ."
"Wow that's really cool how much you have learnt in the past few months I'm really proud of you "now interested in the subject .
"Thanks daddy " she said kissing me on the cheek. " I'm gonna go to bed early I'm really tired ,and anyway I went to wagamama with Ayeman (😜) on the way home so I don't need any food . Wheres dad I wanna say goodnight?" She asked
"In the kitchen making coffee " I said "Goodnight honey "
"Goodnight daddy "

I heard her talking in the kitchen to Phil and then her walking up the stairs  followed by her bedroom door closing .
"Here we go , one coffee for my beautiful baby bear "
"Thank you Philly "
"You wanna watch my neighbor totoro?"
"sure"

I took a sip of my coffee and placed it down on the table in front  of me .As I went to put it back on my laptop ,Phil slammed down the lid and took my hand .
"Why did you do that for ?"
"I thought you wanted to watch it "
"Yeah I do but I wanted to finish looking at Brendon urie said new song ."
"Tomorrow "
"Ooooookkkaaaaayyyy"

We sat in silence stroking the back of each other's hands and I cuddled deeper into phil's chest . It came to the part where may (a little girl who's like four years old in the movie my neighbour totoro just incase somebody didn't know ) was lost in Japan and she could not find her way home . Now don't get me wrong I knew it was only a cartoon but the pure innocence of this girl and how vulnerable she was alone and scared brought thoughts of Brooklyn into my head . Phil was looking at me and only at that moment did I realise I was crying.
"What's wrong baby bear ?" He asked cupping my face and pulling me so close our noses where touching .
"It just reminds me that so many people have no homes ,no parents and even though this is just a movie ,it's a real situation happening everywhere and just the plain thought that we saved one of these people ,it makes me think how much could of happened if we didn't save her . And how much of our time for the past 9 months we have put into taking care of her ."
"I know Dan, it's hard to think about but we did help her and we made that decision to take her life into our hands just like many other people in the world do every day ." He paused for a brief moment and looked at me with what I could only describe as a thinking face "Dan?"he said after a few seconds.
"Yeah..."
"I have had a idea for a long time now and I don't know weather you would want this or not but I think I'm ready and if you are then ...."
"What is it Phil" I said careingly tears drying slowly on my face .
"I want another kid Dan but I want our kid I want to mix our genetics to make our own child ,it's ok if you don't think we are ready yet , but just hear me out . A few days ago I was looking at this thing online that says there is a way we could mix our genetics to create  a child with both of our features and non of the surrogate mothers."
"Phil..."
"I'm sorry lets just carry on watching the movie "
"No ,no,no,no,no Show me the thing "
"You sure "
"Yes  I'm sure "
He handed me his phone and red the article in front of me  . It said

For a gay couple, one man needs to be designated as the father (the one who donates the sperm), and the other as the mother (the one who donates the egg). The "father" in this case can just donate sperm the normal way...no hardcore science is really involved. The "mother," however, needs to employ the reprogramming and differentiation techniques . Specifically, this man needs to donate skin cells. These cells must be reprogrammed into iPSCs, and the iPSCs must then be differentiated into eggs .Once the eggs are created, they can be mixed with the sperm from the "father" to create an embryo.Even though this is a major scientific breakthrough there is still no way that men can carry and give birth to a baby so a surrogate mother will still be needed . As this is such a giant process of  two to three months added onto the normal pregnancy time ,due to the creation of the egg, it is EXTREMELY pricey at a giant sum of £15,000 on top of the price of a surrogate.

"What do you think ?" He asked .I could in his eyes how much he wanted this . He had always loved children and we could make one that was ours . Just ours .He would be so happy .Happier than I ever would have seen him if I said yes . Happier than when he wins mario cart , happier than when I laugh ,happier than when we got married .Even if it was a little pricey we could afford it . To be completely honest I had wanted a little kid for a while now and never had I thought of actually going through the process of pregnancy.i had never thought further than adoption. If Phil didn't want this so bad he would of stuck with adoption. I had to do it . Not only for him . For both of us 
"Let's do it " I whispered in his ear .
"OMG DAN YOU MEAN IT YOU REALLY MEAN IT "
"Of corse bean  "
"Dan you don't understand how happy this makes me "
"I think I do, I know how you feel about this ,the second I said it your eyes widened with the most excitement I had ever seen "
"And one thing I know is I'm giving the skin "
"Why you ? Why shouldn't I do it ?" I asked
"Because I can handle pain , you can't , if they take a bit of skin they have to take a bit of muscle as well and I can't see my baby bear in pain "
"Good point but only if your sure "
"Never been more sure "
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THIS TOOK ME SO LONG
You don't  understand how much I hate science but for the sake of you I did science .I bet you where expecting me to just say they adopted.NOPE THEY HAVING A FRIGGIN GAY GENETIC BIRTH  WHICH IS A IRL THING THIS LEGIT TOOK ME ABOUT 2 HOURS TO RESEARCH AND THEN AN HOUR TO WRITE SO I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKED IT
YEAH BOIIIIIIIIII IM DEDICATED TO PHANFIC
SIANARA