Lost Boy; C.h.

-4-

**Calums POV**

I got to our house and I looked over at Ryan; She was out cold. Quietly snoring. I walked out to her side of the car. I opened the door, and picked her up bridal style and she opened them for a while.
"Sleep." I said, and she closed them again. I carried her to her room and lied her in her bed.

I walked into the living room and played FIFA for a while. The couch sunk down next to me so I paused the game and looked at Ryan. She had bags under her eyes.
"Go back to bed Ry." I said, and she shook her head slowly.
"Can't sleep." She said, and I turned on the game again. When I finished playing I turned it off and got up.
"Well I'm going to bed." I said, but she stopped me.
"Wait." She said, holding my forearm.
"Can I...sleep with you?" She asked. I smirked.
"Well I suppose if you wan-"
"Not like that. I just need company. Your company."
"Oh. Ok." I said, slightly embarrassed, but found it a bit funny.
"Let's go then." I said and she followed behind me. I sat on the bed and she followed.
"Cuddle?" I asked and she chuckled,
"One sec. These clothes are killing me."
"Then take them off." I smirked, and she nodded. She's done this before . She removed her clothes, until she was in her bra and underwear. She didn't seem uncomfortable though. She's been more exposed in front of me before, If you know what I mean. She laid next to me again. She put one hand by her side and the other on my chest, along with her head. I put my arm behind her neck, and the other on her waist. She fell asleep, and un-knowingly switched to a fetal position, so I was the big spoon around her.

She didn't know this, but I've been wanting this since I was fourteen. I met her when I was eight. I had missing teeth, but she did too. She was my friend when no one else was.

When I was fourteen, she was thirteen and got her first boyfriend, who broke her heart. I was there to help her and comfort her, when no one else would. That's when my feelings started. I wanted to love her, and never break her heart. I want her to love me, and never let me break her heart. My love hasn't changed a bit.

She stirred awake and looked at me. "If you touch me, I'll kill you." She said,
"Wouldn't dream about it." I said before gently squeezing her ass.
"Dick." She said, hitting my chest.
"Sorry, I had to." I laughed, and she shook her head.
"Goodnight Calpal." She said, and I cringed at the nickname.
"Goodnight ryanosaurus." I said, giving her nickname payback.
"Come on." She said, "you made that up when we were eight." She said.
"I know. Goodnight." I laughed.
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"Let me in!" I heard Ashton yell, knocking on our front door. I groaned and got up. Ryan didn't wake up, so I got up , trying to keep her asleep. I opened the front door, and gave the boy on the other side a glare.
"What do you want?" I asked,
"I want to tell you something." I huffed.
"What?"
"Michael um. He fucked Marie." She said. And my jaw dropped.
"How could he?" I mumbled.
"I know. And how could she cheat on you?"
"No. I could care less about her right now. I'm just mad at him for not letting me date his sister, then having sex with my girlfriend!"
"Oh. You didn't care about her?"
"Well not really. She's hot but a bitch, and hated Ryan."
"Oh." He mumbled.
"I want to be alone for a while." I said , and he nodded, leaving.

I sat on the couch. Silently, thinking to myself. Fuck him, I thought. Fuck her, I thought. I'm gonna go for it I thought. "I'm going for it." I repeated aloud. I went back to my room, and lied with Ryan again. She was half awake.
"What was that about?" She asked.
"Oh, um Marie cheated on me." I said , and I saw a mix of sadness and anger in her eyes. But that all disappeared when she squeezed her eyes shut and hugged me tightly. She just held me and I held her back.
"With who?" She whispered,
"With...with Michael." I said, my voice breaking.
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**Ryan's POV**
"With... with Michael." He said. My jaw dropped again.
"Wait. My brother?" I asked, and he nodded. I was furious.
"Excuse me." I said, leaving the room and walking into mine. I pulled out my phone and called my brother.
"Hello?"
"Why the fuck did you do it?"
"What?" He asked, dumbfounded.
"You did it with Marie."
"Oh."
"Oh? That's it!"
"Listen. I was drunk and she wasn't. It's not my fault."
"Your blaming her?"
"Yes! She took advantage of me! She told me she didn't drink. I remember her saying that before I got drunk."
I groaned.
"You know what? Whatever, bye." I said, hanging up. I walked back to Calum.
"What's did he say," he asked, knowing I called Mike.
"He said it wasn't his fault. He says he was drunk, and she wasn't. He says she took advantage of him."
He shrugged.
"I mean she doesn't drink... so it's possible."
"So doesn't?"
"No." He said, " well I guess I have to break up with her now." I nodded.
"But I don't know how." He continued.
"Break up with her over text." I suggested, and he shook his head no.
"I can't do that. Girls hate that."
"Well I hate her." I said. "Give the phone to me. I'll do it." He reluctantly gave me the phone , and watched over my shoulder. I opened the contacts, and started to text.
To Gf: Listen. We're done

From Gf: What?! Why? :(

To Gf: Don't play dumb. You had sex with Michael. My best friend :(

From Gf: Yes but I was drunk! He took advantage of me!!

Calum took the phone. I looked over his shoulder. He was changing the contact name, then gave the phone back.

To lying bitch: Please. He said the same thing. You don't even drink!

She was about to respond, but the three dots disappeared. And she wouldn't respond.

"I'm sorry Cal." I said , giving the phone back. I just shrugged and looking down at his lap. I hugged him. Tighter than I ever have.
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a/n
Hey, so I finally got rid of Marie. Yay
-Greta