The Unexpected Angel (Sequel to Be My Mistake)

How is this simple?

Hey guys :) so, here's the first chapter for you!! <3


I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling, willing myself not to cry. Charlie seemed to sense there was something wrong with me, and decided to lay with me. My hands were rested on my belly, and the unborn child that I carried.

"Charlie, I'm not ready to be a mom." my lips quivered as I spoke. "Hunter and I aren't ready to be parents." I broke down into tears, and began to sob into my pillow.

She began licking my arm, trying to find a way to comfort me, but nothing was going to work at the moment. I was way to worked up.

How the heck was I supposed to be a mom?

I don't even know the first thing about parenthood!

"What if... What if Hunter doesn't even want a baby?" I wondered out loud, wanting to break into tears again.

I hear a knock coming from the front door, startling me, and I didn't hesitate to get up and answer it. But as soon as I stood up, I felt something rising it the back of my throat, and I instantly knew it was the rest of breakfast.

Crouching over the toilet, I could no longer hold it down. I hear the front door open and I knew it was probably Ivy, or Maria.

"Siana?" I hear someone call out.

"In here." I croaked out loud enough, realizing it was Ivy who had come over.

Soon, I felt someone lift my hair out of the way as I continued to be sick into the toilet. "Eat something bad?" Ivy asks with sympathy as soon as I finished puking my guts out.

I sat on the floor, exhausted, and leaned against the wall. "No." I croaked out, looking up at her.

I decided to just go with the truth, seeing the test result paper laying on the floor. I picked it up and handed it to her.

She kneeled down next to me, and began to scan her eyes over it like crazy. After a minute or so, I see a smile creep up in her lips. "You're pregnant!" she exclaimed, looking happy and overjoyed.

As soon as she saw tears silently falling from my eyes, she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me. "Is this not a good thing?" she asked, confused.

I shook my head no. "It's a very bad thing." I replied.

After a minute of silence, she asked. "Why isn't it a good thing?"

I pulled away from our embrace, and looked at her. "Because we've never even talked about kids, except like once! Plus, I'm not even sure I want kids." I mumbled the last part to her, looking at the floor.

"Siana, you're going to be a mom. You don't have a choice now." she explained with a soft voice, standing up. "Come on, let's go sit in the living room. The bathroom floor isn't that comfortable." she giggled, holding out a hand to help me back up on my feet.

Once arriving in the living room, I see Ivy turn on the TV and put in some random Courage The Cowardly Dog disk, since she knew how much I adored that weird show.

"Why don't you want kids, Siana?" she questions me as she sits down to my right.

I put my hands up to my temples, and began to rub them with my fingers, in hopes of calming myself down. "Because, I'm just not ready for a baby right now. Stuff like this should be planned, it shouldn't just happen. What if he doesn't want the baby? What if he's mad at me?" I felt like breaking down into tears once again, and looked away from her.

"Siana." she began, laying a hand on my leg. "Don't talk like this, he has more love for you then I have seen anyone love someone in a long time. And he would love this baby as well. You have to tell him."

I let out an amused scoff. "Oh yeah, right, because I'm totally ready for that!" I exaggerate, then break down into tears.

Stupid hormones.

She chuckled slightly, and began to rub her hand up and down my arm. "It'll be ok, Siana. He's not going to be mad at you. I can't see him ever being mad at you for something so simple like this."

I look up at her, confused. "Simple? You think this is simple?! He's on tour, Ivy! And now I'm pregnant! WHILE HE'S ON TOUR! How is this simple?" I questioned, going from sad and mopey to slightly upset.

She sighed, rolling her eyes. "Ok, so maybe it isn't that simple. But he's not going to be mad at you, Anna!" She laughed slightly, giving me a sweet smile.

My eyebrows scrunch together as I scowl at her. "I'm not telling him over the phone, Ivy. Or over video chat. That's just not right." I say as I cross my arms over my chest.

"Then how and when are you going to tell him?" She questions.

"I don't know!"

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After Ivy had left, I found myself having the craving for pickles, marshmallow fluff and apple sauce, which would normally make me sick just with the thought of it, but it sounded so good at the moment.

I had the fear of actually standing up from the bed, because I was already sick. I was afraid I would literally puke something that shouldn't be puked if I stood.

I heard Wanted playing from my phone beside me in the bed, and lazily clutched it in my hands.

"Speak peasant, before I need to puke." I say woozily into the phone, not even caring who the person was.

"Siana? Are you ok, babe?" Hunter asked me, and my eyes widen in shock.

I didn't even check to see who it was before I answered.

"Oh, yeah, I'm fine. Just perfect. How are you?" I tried covering up my silly mistake, but I knew he wasn't going to let go of it so easily.

"Siana, are you feeling sick? Are you ok? Talk to me." he insisted, but I just didn't know what to say.

"Like I said, Hunt. It's just a stomach bug, don't worry about it." I assured him, even though I really wanted to tell him what was wrong.

We told each other everything, it was hard to not tell him, but at the same time I wanted nothing more then to hide this all from him.

"I'm so sorry, Z. I wish I could be there with you. I don't like knowing you're sick and I'm not there to take care of you." he seemed to feel guilty, which made me feel bad.

"It's ok, Hunter. I'm very capable." I smiled, laying back down on the bed.

"I know you are. I love you, sweetie. I miss you."

"I miss you too." I rolled over into his side of the bed, and even though he had been gone a whole month, it still smelled like him, which made me smile.

Wait, he's been gone a month. Which means I'm at least a month along, if not longer.

I began panicking, not knowing whether or not I should go to a doctor.

Wait, did I even want this baby?

"Hey Z, Dann is freaking out, the concert is about to start. I have to go." he seemed sad, and usually I would have been sad as well, but I was mentally panicking.

"It's ok, Hunt. I will talk to you later." I say quickly, hanging the phone up without a goodbye.

I dropped my phone on the bed, and began to run my hands through my hair, fighting to not cry. I knew it was probably the hormones that were doing this to me, and I mentally cursed this pregnancy for making me more weak then I already was.

"But what if I wasn't pregnant?" I wondered out loud, no longer wanting to cry.

No, abortion is beyond wrong. Hunter wouldn't want that. Hunter would want this baby, I thought to myself, shaking my head no at my obscured thoughts.

But how was I supposed to tell him about it?

I flopped down onto the bed, still having my hands tangled in my hair with frustration. I knew that more then likely I would have to go to the doctors, since there was absolutely no way I would be getting an abortion. He would never forgive me for that, and I wouldn't even be able to do that. It's practically murder, which is wrong beyond words.

I say up and leaned up against the head board of the bed, and lifted up the bottom of my tank top to reveal my bare belly. I laid my own hands on my bare skin, sighing.

"What are we going to do?" I asked out loud, rubbing my belly gently.


A/N: Yeah, it's kind of short, but here is the first chapter guys :) I will try and make the next chapter longer!

Love you, my ninjas :D

~Mad

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