I hate myself
You don't believe me?
I'll say it again
I hate myself
I am different
And that's not bad
Or so I thought
Until someone points it out
I don't like movies
YouTubes more my thing
I prefer to be alone
Instead of with my family
And then I feel bad
Because I'm not ever around
But I can't stand them
Or I just don't care
It's not true
But that's what it feels like
That when I die
I'll go down not up
Unless I turn my life around
But that's worthless
It's not worth it
Might as well just drown
I hate myself
You don't believe me?
I'll say it again
I hate myself
I am ugly
I'm too fat
But I'm not
I'm only 108
I'm always complaining
Look at me
I'm even doing it now
I hate myself
I'm not smart
I'm a stupid
Give me something
I'll just ruin it
It's not true
But that's what it feels like
That when I die
I'll go down not up
Unless I turn my life around
But that's worthless
It's not worth it
Might as well just drown
I hate myself...
You should hate me too...
YOU ARE READING
Waving Through A Window
Poetry**While these poems reference suicide and self harm, they are in no way meant to promote it!! Read at your risk** When I look outside my window I don't get no peace of mind... Sequel: "Fading From Your Mind"
