I Can Never Tell

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I'm just alone and empty all the time
Useless
Worthless
Staring at these blank walls
Feeling their emptiness reflect what I feel inside

Have you ever just been empty?
Listening to music and staring at the wall
Feeling nothing
Not talking to anyone
Because no one seems to care
Not eating much because it hurts whenever you do
Making it easier to starve yourself than you originally thought
Or planned

And while everyone is out, doing things and being successful
You're just...
There
That's me
Just there

It seems that everyone I express my emotions to leaves
And then I have to express them to someone else
I seem to be stuck in square 1
And it appears no one cares enough to help
Or maybe they do
And I just don't let them

I can never tell...

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