Tonight has taken an unexpected turn for the worse
Everyone keeps saying how it's not good for me to be left by myself for too long
I always get worse when I do
I know this
I hate it
I just want to be good enough
For anything
For them
For me
To be loved
To want to be alive
I'm sorry that I can't do that yet
I'm trying
But I'm also still learning
Do you realize how much progress I've made?!
Now I wanna cry
Why can't I be happy?
I just wanna be good enough
Why am I never good enough?
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Waving Through A Window
Poetry**While these poems reference suicide and self harm, they are in no way meant to promote it!! Read at your risk** When I look outside my window I don't get no peace of mind... Sequel: "Fading From Your Mind"
