What am I to you?
Probably nothing
Probably rightfully so
You say that you love me
But wasn't it you who just called me a brat?
You say that you love me
But I have trouble believing that
What am I to you?
A failure for not making all A's?
A problem because I'm moody and down all the time?
Trouble because I'm lazy?
A headache because I never do anything right?
A Failure? A Problem? Trouble? A Headache?
And yet you wonder why
I spend all my time
Head down in my device
Invested in people on the other side of the world
They seem to care about me more than you do
Oh? But they don't even know me?
Well, they certainly are more welcoming than you are
More positive
More open
More caring
Congratulations
I wonder if sometimes you wish I wasn't alive
What am I to you...?
YOU ARE READING
Waving Through A Window
Poetry**While these poems reference suicide and self harm, they are in no way meant to promote it!! Read at your risk** When I look outside my window I don't get no peace of mind... Sequel: "Fading From Your Mind"
