Quondam Solace 1

45. No More Time For Me and You

A time to shut up and a time to shout out loud;
A time to hear and a time to be deaf.

A time to stay and a time to run away;
A time to forgive and a time to say sorry.

You see...everything has their perfect time.
But I can't already give you any of them.

I've been trying to give you my time
Yet, you kept on rejecting all this time.

I accepted the pain you gave me,
I stayed silent though it pains me.

I shut my mouth up every time you do that
But this time, I won't hold back.

I listened to all your rants
But where were you when I needed to rant?

I stayed when everyone left you,
So why run away when I needed you?

I've always forgiven you with your "sorries"
But I can't do that anymore...not already.

Holding back for so long made me realize
I am not that strong
And the pain has consumed me-too strong.