Quondam Solace 1

1. I am a Cloud

I am a cloud…
I provide shade for anyone
And give comfort to the ones
Who hate the heat of the sun.
I carry the rain with me
And pour it if it had to be.

I am a cloud…
I disappear when needed
Then appear when not, indeed.
I get cursed a lot because of this irony
But I can’t blame anyone for this misery.

I am a cloud…
I can be real tough;
I can even sometimes be rough.
I admit I hurt people and stuff
But I can’t tell myself “Enough!”

I am a cloud…
I grew darker when I get sad
And pour my rain when everything turns bad.
Even if I wanted to blame someone
For giving me these tears, I just cannot
Because this is what my existence is all about.

I am a cloud…
Everyone may be aware when I cry
But no one dares to ask why
They just don’t think about that
Thinking it’s normal but it’s not.

I am a cloud…
I fulfill ones demand,
But not what my heart really wants
Even so, this is what a cloud stands
This is the destiny my life has.