God I did it again
I hurt my best friend
I fell on my face
Now I'm disgraced.
I hurt the one I love.
She is a gift from above.
I can't take the pain
Of hurting you again.
It was just a joke
Nothing but a hoax
I talked to your friend
And fell into sin.
But the pain of losing you is too great
Now I'm full of hate.
I hate myself and what I've done
I'm just walking around carrying a gun
Should I use it?
Or
Should I get through it?
I just hate myself for hurting you
I made a promise that I'd never do
And I failed.
I'm sorry baby
But where I've been lately
Is not very safe.
Hate myself by Christopher Clayton Sims
Written January 15, 2017 ©
