I can't leave......
My home is not even a home
It's a asylum where I go to be aloneWhere my thoughts tell me to die
When I'm there it's like the walls are closing in
Just sinking deeper and deeper into my skinThe line says cut here
I can make it go away.
As the blade gets closer to my skin
It's begging please once againAs blood drips like a flood
On to the floor
That person that once knocked on the door
Ain't there anymore.Guess he went to get more blades
And left them at the door
So I just grab oneAnd it's the end.
Please don't start crying
I won't do it againSo instead I get high
And it's rising inside.
The pain that I'm feeling
Is just part of the ride.Chin up they say
Just listen to me
You "worthless and stupid "
That's what they call me.But the hope that I have if for us to be
Like happily ever after it's just a dream.
When I wake from the bed.
In the morning
I kiss your headAnd that's when I realize that we're not dead.