Suicide it calls my name
It wants to be back in fame
For some reason it's a big part of this game
It chokes
It blinds my eyes
As the darkness closes in
I'm suddenly surround by black
I can taste anything
I can't move my hands
The darkness will it over take my soul?
But wait gingers don't have souls
That's what I heard
If I don't have a soul
where am I from?
Who am i?
Where do I go?
The darkness is subsiding
I see a glimmer of light it's not much
I can see a road
It's not very long.
Should I trust it?
Last time I trusted something light
It turned on me.
Maybe I should trust the dark.
Maybe it welcomes me.
But knowing me I will turn to light.
In hopes of a better tomorrow.
So I turn to it and happiness comes for me
But I'm afraid still
Because when I'm happy the dark comes for me again.
It came and it took my friend
I hold on tight
But it's never enough
I won't give up.
Because I fell in love again
And this one
I won't lose
I failed once and she died
I wasn't there for her when she cried.
I made a mistake.
She slit her wrists and bled right out
I was too late.
I should have been there.
I failed my best friend.
She committed suicide and I can't see her again.
Everyday I blame myself for her death
I never told her how much I loved her
How much I cared.
Now I'm filled with all these tears.
I wasn't brave.
I wasn't strong.
I wasn't handsome.
How could you even love me?
I wanted to tell you how I felt
But I kept it in and it became my sin
I did and i let you down.
I should've been there.
I wasn't there.
Please forgive me.
I'm so sorry
I never meant for this to happen...
I should have been there for you...
I let you down honey and I'm sorry..
Now your gone because I failed you...
Sarah forgive me...
I love you
