My life sadly was gone in a flash
My feet are tired like I ran a 100 yard dash
My mind is racing and silently fading
Into the black is where I fall
Hoping someone would help me at all
Falling in the cracks
Hoping someone had my back
I've lost yet another friend today
Someone who said they'd always stay.
Another friend that just betrayed
I don't know what to do anymore
I've never tried to settle the score
I never gave up
I never gave in
I never wanted death to win again
Is my life worth it anymore?
Maybe death should come for me and settle the score....
I don't know anymore I think it's time
To pull out the letter and end on a rhyme.
My love of my life I cared for you bad
I messed up so many times and made you sad.
I know that I'm not the guy you want anymore...
So with this last note death has settled its score.
To Sarah: I'm coming home to you
You won't be alone no more
I'll never leave you
To have and to hold your hand once more
With this blade I will be no more...
