This is the war.
I've come so far.
I followed the stars.
You stayed how you are.
This war between flesh and bones.
It's grinding away.
Like pulling a sword from a stone.
We happen to be one in a million.
Now without you it's like one in a trillion.
Nobody talks to me.
Nobody cares.
Nobodies even aware that I'm not there.
I'm a ghost in a shell.
Cursed to this body and it feels like hell.
I just want out.
But I'm stuck in a rut.
Now I have a bad feeling in my gut.
My mind slowly leaving.
My heart is deceiving.
Telling me things I don't want to hear.
Telling me that you won't ever come near.
Maybe it's true.
I don't know.
My time right now is going too slow.
I'm crying, shaking, and completely alone.
Stuck inside of a house that isn't my home.
My home is your heart.
You think I don't know.
That you cry in the dark.
That you shake when I'm not there.
And maybe it's because you can't hear my voice.
The thing that will calm you through out all the noise.
I guess it's goodbye.
Don't worry I'm not leaving.
I know that in time our hearts will be healing.
I love you.
I miss you.
I'll always be yours.
One day I'll come knocking on your hearts doors....
