Sarah's story
at the age of 7
You had been sexually assaulted by you dad.
You kept it in and you became sad
The sadness consumed and every day you'd run to your room
At the age of 10 you had been raped by your brother
You started cutting to ease the pain
You cut your ankles to get away
You got depressed and cut yourself off
At the age of 13 you had been molested by 3 guys at school
You ran to the locker room and cried you eyes out.
Till you couldn't cry anymore.
You started cutting your wrist
At 15 I met you and you asked me to be your friend.
Ill never forget that day because I was being picked on.
And you came to me.
I had gotten to know you for 7 months and I started to fall in love with you.
But I held it in and I shouldn't have
At the age of 16 your wrist looked like a battlefield with scars and fresh cuts.
I called you every night and talked to you.
We laughed together and cried
But when we hung up it was back to cutting.
I never wanted to hang up.
6 months in and your started going deeper
And depression took you over.
And I tried making you laugh
But it never worked.
Days went by and I called you everyday
You never picked up.
I cried for days and weeks.
17... it was your birthday...
And you got molested again by your friend...
You tried calling me.
But I never picked up...
God I wish I would've picked up the phone
You would still be here...
I got the call from your mom...
You were gone...
Bled out from the cuts...
I should've answered. I'm sorry...
I should've have been there...
You needed your best friend.
I didn't want to lose you... but I did...
My nightmares now consume me and I'm afraid to lose her too.
Her name is Kaitlynn...
I'm in love with her and I won't keep it in.
I don't want to fail again...
But I feel like I have....
Sarah
I miss you so much...
I wanted you to know I'm so sorry...
That I still think about you every day
I don't want to lose another one I love...
