Losing Trust (sequel to Secret Admirer) ON HOLD

Chapter Thirteen. I LOVE YOU...

AN: guys! I'm sorry I might not be able to write a lot in the next few weeks because my cousins from Australia came and are staying until the 19th of Feb but I'll try my best! Xx

I throw my phone on my bed and bury myself between the sheets. My phone beeps again.

I love you too. xx I'm sorry for what I did to you Aria. Fine. I'll come home and explain. Okay. Just, don't. Say anything. See you in a bit.

I let out a sigh of relief. He's coming home. I sit up and stare at my wall. I don't know what to think about. I stand up and walk around my bedroom, unsure of where to go and what to do. I walk downstairs, wiping my tears and sit in my kitchen, biting into an apple. I then walk into the living room and sit down. Is he really coming? I lay down on the sofa and cuddle a pillow. I wait and wait. Nothing. I grab out my phone and check my messages. Nothing. Again.

Are you coming?

I wait for a response but nothing comes. I walk to my front door and open it slowly and see Nishinoya standing there pacing around mumbling something.

"Hello Aria. Wait. No. Heyy Aria. No. Umm. So, Aria..." I tap him on the shoulder and he spins around abruptly, embarrassed.

"Oh! Aria! Didn't see you there..." He chuckles and I drag him into my house, pulling him into the living room and sitting him down.

"Explain. Everything. Now." I say, looking him in the eye.

"Well, first I have to apologise. I'm so, so, so, so, so, so sorry about everything. I shouldn't have done it. You remember me telling you that I dumped Mia and I said that she said that there would be consequences. The consequence was to be mean to you and act like her boyfriend... Or..." He looks down and I put my hand on his shoulder.

"Or what?" I ask softly.

"Or she would hurt you." I gasp and he looks down and starts crying.

"Oh my god. Wait. That doesn't explain why you were kissing her next to the bathroom." I say, gritting my teeth and removing my hand from his shoulder quickly.

"Wait. That was you who walked pass? No wonder there were no rumours." He says, surprised yet worried.

"Yes. For a matter of fact it was. I knew you were a lie." I glare at him and he sighs.

"You don't understand-" he starts.

"I PRETTY SURE I DO!" I shout at him, tears in my eyes.

"Wait! You said you'd let me explain. Please. Aria?" I look down to see my jeans soaked in tears.

"Fine." I look up at him and he continues.

"Basically-"

"This is not basic!" I interrupt again.

"Sorry, what happened was that she was telling me the consequence by the girls bathroom and when she heard someone coming, she thought it was a student or something so she kissed me." He sighs and I look at him, puzzled.

"Why would she need to kiss you?" I say, annoyed.

"Oh, right! Yeah, she kind of thought that if something saw us, they would spread rumors and then you would find out and be upset. I promise you! I did not kiss her, she kissed me! Plus, I shouted at her after." He says, frowning.

"That's what everyone says. I didn't kiss her, she kissed me! Yeah.. I believe you." I say, more tears blurring my vision.

"I'm sorry. Okay. I had to!" He brings his hand up to my face but I slap it away.

"No you didn't! You could have stood up to her!" I shout.

"No! You don't understand! If I did she would have... She would have hurt you. Okay." He brings his hand up to my cheek and strokes it, leaning forwards.

"Stop!" I shout, pushing him away.

"What? Why?" He asks, taken aback.

"Why? You really are stupid. You can't just kiss me after what you did! You hurt me! Plus... Well, we broke up anyway! I-i don't want to anyway..." I bite my lip as I say the last words.

"Huh? Wait... Did you... Are you with someone?" He asks, tears rolling down his face. You could see anger, sadness, betrayal, every bad emotion on his face.

"Well, what if I am? You like Mia. Stick with her. Anyway, there are plenty of girls in this universe." I say, guilt seeping into me.

"But, you. You are the only girl for me. I-I love you."

But... I'm not sure if I love you. I'm sorry Nishinoya.