Losing Trust (sequel to Secret Admirer) ON HOLD

Chapter Twenty-one. NOT THERE

I am so sorry I haven't updated it ages! Forgive me please!!!! It was my sisters birthday and we went somewhere and then I had a volleyball tournament that I had to prepare for as well! Sorry guys and thank you for waiting! Xx

I will love you forever. My Aria.

I look at the last sentence the most. If he loves me... Why did he leave? I scrunch up the paper and throw it at the fridge. I run up to my bedroom and engulf myself in the duvet. I cry for at least an hour until sleep takes over.

*time skip*

I wake up, my alarm screaming at me to get up. 06:00am and school. Tell me why I do this to myself. I lift up my covers, I'm still in my clothes from yesterday. I stink. I get up and the memories from yesterday flood my mind with dread.
Why did he have to do this? I walk into my bathroom, my head lower then my feet. I'm sooo tired. I look in the mirror, examining my face. I don't look like myself. I undress and slouch my way to the shower. I turn it on and sit on the floor of it, water gushing out of the hose and spraying onto my back. He'll be back today to say goodbye... Right? Yeah. He will. I trust him, I wasn't thinking properly yesterday. Of course he'll be back today. Stupid me. I shouldn't have cried. I wash my hair and pour soap all over me.
After what seemed like two minutes but was probably forty, I get out and dry my hair, slipping into a decent outfit. I curl my hair into soft curls and grab my leather jacket and bag.

I run downstairs, for some reason with a smile on my face. I grab an apple and sit at my table, browsing through my social media.
I finish it off, throwing in the apple core in the bin and heading to my front door. I slip on some black boots and swing the door open, smiling... And looking like an idiot. Immediately, the cold hits me and I run back inside, grabbing my grey beanie. I walk back outside and shut my door. I start walking down the street. It's very empty and dark... I look at the time. 07:36. What!? I practically scream to myself. Oh well... I'll go to the library and do homework. I haven't done any for the past few days. Psh. Who said that? I've done plenty... -do note the sarcasm.

I arrive at school and walk through the deserted car park. It almost feels dangerous. I open the doors and quicken my pace towards the library. I see the librarian and sigh in relief. I grab my books out of my bag and immediately go through my planner to see what homework I have to do. English, Chem, Maths, Geography... Oh my god.

*time skip*

I sigh and dissolve onto the chair. Not literally. Only maths left to do. Yass. Suddenly, I feel a hand on my back. Please be Nishi. I turn around grinning but I see my least favourite person. Mia.
"What." I say, annoyed at seeing her this early in the morning.

"Umm."

"What?" I ask again.

"I want to say, sorry."

"You what! I didn't know that was possible."

"Stop making it hard for me Aria!"

"Just like how you made my life hard? Or how you screwed up my relationships? Oh sure." I sigh, turning back to my homework.

"I'm sorry okay! I'm sorry for everything I did! My mum said that she found out about everything and now she's putting me in a different school and I didn't want leave you on bad terms. Do you understand now?" She frowns, nearly in tears and I nod my head. I frown at the fact that she is leaving to show that I'm sad. But secretly. This day couldn't get better.

"Thanks." I smile and she sits down next to me.

"Friends?" She puts out her hand.

"Sure." I pull her into a massive hug but release it after a few seconds.

"So, what homework you doing?" She asks, smiling.

"Stupid Maths." I mumble making her laugh.

"I've already done it. You can copy it if you want." She offers.

"You. Mia Reynolds. Has done her homework?" I ask surprised.

"My mum, checks my planner every night. She's really strict." She frowns.

"Oh. Thanks!" I say and she passes me her homework.

"Page thirty-six." I nod my head and turn to the page.

After about five minutes, we pack up and head to our form.
"Thanks for letting me copy your homework."

"No problem." She smiles, "by the way, how are things with you and Nishinoya?"

"Well, he is actually moving abroad. He told me last night. Yeah. But I think he's coming back to say goodbye."

"Really!?" She asks suprised, "why is he moving?"

"I'm not sure I'm allowed to tell you that. Sorry." I look at the floor. Suddenly, questions flood into my head. Is he coming back to say goodbye?

"Oh. Don't worry!" Mia says. She can actually be kind.

We get to the form room, two minutes late and I open the door. I see the teacher glaring at us but I immediately look to Nishinoya's place and see he's not there.