Losing Trust (sequel to Secret Admirer) ON HOLD

Chapter Twenty. A GOODBYE LETTER

"Aww fine...." She pouts, looking away. I take the chance to look at Alex to signal for him to call me. He nods and my phone immediately rings.

"Oh. I better take this." I say and everyone nods.

I walk outside and end the call. I sit down in a seat in the waiting room once again and look at the ceiling. Once again.

This is such a mess.

I look through the window and see Natsuni-senpai and Aria laughing with Sascha. She just dropped an icepack on her head. I'm sorry. Suddenly, Alex sees me and smiles and mouths 'goodbye' to me. I nod and turn around, not daring to look back. I'll miss you guys.
I walk through the school doors, I got weird looks from teachers but I kept walking. It's still morning but it doesn't matter. I can't wait anymore. I have to leave. I sit on a bench just outside the school, deep in thought. What do I do now?
I decide to get my phone from out of my pocket and search for apartments on Google. After what seems like forever, I find a decent one with an affordable price. It's an two hours away. The further the better.
I walk to Aria's house and collect my stuff, fighting back my tears. I shove everything inside my suitcases that I brought with me when I moved out from my aunts and grab a piece of paper from a notebook in Aria's room.

Dear Aria,

I'm so sorry this is sudden, but I'm moving out. I love you. Xx

Nishinoya.

I read it through, again and again. This isn't happening. Why is life so harsh? I decide to write draft after draft, each time, scrunching it up.

Dear Aria,

My Aunt found other relatives of mine and (you know what she's like) she doesn't want to look after me anymore so she is sending me to live with them. I'm so sorry this is sudden. Also, please don't text me. I know this is going to be hard. You'll have a better life without me anyway. I can't say goodbye because my flight's in a few hours. Please don't ask any questions - forget about me. I will love you forever. My Aria.

Nishinoya.

I read it through. This is enough. Right?
I pin the letter to her fridge - probably the first place she'll go. I turn on my phone and scroll through my numbers until I see 'Alex' and press on it.