Tangled in Love

Chapter 43: Playing or Ignoring.

"This freak wouldn’t let you,

Remember you said "Letting go is not an easy thing",

So, how could a freak like me, would leave you to run without explaining!",

He warns and holds me strongly;

"I wouldn't explain you anything because you have no idea",

I hit him trying to escape from his strong grip but he pressed his face close to my ear and said;

"I have the idea because Marwa told me everything",

He loosen his hold but I was shocked and terrified.

Just the way Marwa spoke with him about everything, I was scared that she might has spoken to mom about it too. I wanted to handle my problems on my own without letting anyone else getting involved in but I guess I failed. Emotions rushed through my eyes and I couldn’t hold back the tears meantime Omair turned me to face him. He cleared the tears and cupped my face with his both hand while resting his forehead on mine;

"You don’t have to hide anything",

He claimed,

I wasn't the one who hides, it was him.

He lied to me about himself and now he is the one who's saying not to hide!

"Since when have I shared something with you",

I cleared my thoughts and said in lower voice with low gaze not looking up at him. Besides I haven’t shared much with this guy and the same goes for him;

"You have shared a lot more with me since the day you have started caring for me & I kept worrying for you!"

My eyes widened and I pulled myself back from his hold. I was astonished, he did it again. His words affect me but I turned to ignore him and was about walk away that he called out;

"You can't ignore what we feel for each other,

But if you have no feelings than walk & I promise I won't stop you"  

My step freezes,

I should walk away and ignore the thing he said;

Why I can't do it,

Does he really have feelings for me or he is just said that to stop me from running away!

My thoughts torture me when I don’t get an answer and I never get the right answer when it's all about Omair.

All of a sudden I felt a presence and it was him. He leaned close to me and whispered; 

"Mayaan I don’t want to lose you at any cost & believe me I would not let you down,

Trust me!"

I turned glaring him confusedly because yesterday it was him not wanting me in his life and now he's the one talking about not losing me;

"But yesterday I felt like you want me out of your life,

So I made this decision of walking out forever"

I sadly confessed which I didn’t want to say it in this way but it came out of my mouth;

"I was hurt that you didn't listen to me and went on a date with Jadlaan",

He complained with sadness in his eyes and turned his face from me;

"It was not a date, how many times should I make it clear to everyone. It was just a meeting to reject him officially,