Tangled in Love

Chapter 47: Rules or Desires

 "Have a safe journey birthday boy's Uncle,

Pay my regards to your family and take care plus have fun!"

I said with a smile and turned to leave but he holds my wrist;

"Please come with me,

I will talk with your mom and uncle, just say yes to me",

He asked me with ardor and I turned back facing him;

"You have spent a lot of your time with me",

I gently pushed him back with keeping my both hands on his chest and added;

"Now you need to spend time with your family and I don't want to interrupt you!

Got it,

Now go,

Bye!",

It was a command and he agreed unwillingly, I stepped back; so, did he. We both turned at the same time and I didn't want look back but I did and was amazed as I found Omair was looking to me while I was leaving. I waved my hand for goodbye and then he left but this time I didn't walk away until I saw him walking through the immigration. Tim was waiting for me in the parking lot, he drove me home. I was alone at home again because today mom, Marwa and Uncle Saleh went for a Dinner to Dr. Nasir's house.

I changed my clothes and got in pajamas; I lay back on the bed and closed my eyes;

"I have missed you so badly that you have no idea,

Your smile, this is your real smile; God it's been 14 days 10 hours 24 min and 16 secs to us, we haven't talked nicely,

Thanks for coming back!"

"Internally, I am terribly scared of losing you; I am scared that my one stupid mistake can take you away from me forever!!,

The way I accused you of having a relationship with Jadlaan & after few days I countered you with, holding his arm and kissed him while he was leaving...

I wish I could know how to explain my feelings,

When you ignored me,

Didn't looked me,

Not even smiled with me,

My heart clenched on your ignorance towards my every action that I did to seek your attention...

To seek your smile",

One by one his words were roaming around my head like a merry go round,

My perspective about the relation between us changed in a glimpse of moment,

My mind was filled with his thoughts,

And my heart wanted him,

I covered myself with the blanket still feeling myself under his spell, he's like a hangover hard to get out of it; besides it was getting hard because I had never spent so many hours with Omair but today I spent the whole day with him, we did shopping together and had three meals of the day together. During this whole day, I found out;

He likes to eat Mediterranean food when he is happy,

He only drinks coffee and sometimes like's a cookie with it,

He always carries his camera to take picture of things,

He has a comely smile and his laughter is something I can't stop loving,